Hey guys, i have to write here my experience which happend to me like 10 mins ago.
I'm mdma user more than year and i don't know what the fck is this. I was on mdma whole weekend, friday and saturday but normal doses, one pill at friday and one pill at saturday.
This night, i had really weird dream, and i don't know if it was dream, but kind of. I was not dreaming, but not awake - something between two of this. I have a really realistic 'hallucinations'- it was realistic situations, with my friends, at my home, at my friend's home, i could control my own body, my own mind.. but i knew it was not reality, and it scared me . I wanted to woke up, but i can't . I open my eyes and i just saw my room but i couldn't move. I could hear music from dream, I can touch everything and really feel it. After half-hour i woke up and started to cry. I was afraid to go to sleep.
I didn't go to school this morning. I was so tired to that. I felt asleep. I think I felt asleep. It was it - again. random situations, i could control it- i even had a 'fake wake up' - I woke up in " dream " - I wrote my bf about my experience, I started to jumping- and again, i realized it - i have dream in a dream. I opened my eyes but i couldn't move- again. I scratch myself with nails and finally- i woke up.
Did you ever have some experience like this with mdma or other drugs? what may can help me ? I was thinking about 5htp.
/sorry for my english, hope you will get it/
I'm mdma user more than year and i don't know what the fck is this. I was on mdma whole weekend, friday and saturday but normal doses, one pill at friday and one pill at saturday.
This night, i had really weird dream, and i don't know if it was dream, but kind of. I was not dreaming, but not awake - something between two of this. I have a really realistic 'hallucinations'- it was realistic situations, with my friends, at my home, at my friend's home, i could control my own body, my own mind.. but i knew it was not reality, and it scared me . I wanted to woke up, but i can't . I open my eyes and i just saw my room but i couldn't move. I could hear music from dream, I can touch everything and really feel it. After half-hour i woke up and started to cry. I was afraid to go to sleep.
I didn't go to school this morning. I was so tired to that. I felt asleep. I think I felt asleep. It was it - again. random situations, i could control it- i even had a 'fake wake up' - I woke up in " dream " - I wrote my bf about my experience, I started to jumping- and again, i realized it - i have dream in a dream. I opened my eyes but i couldn't move- again. I scratch myself with nails and finally- i woke up.
Did you ever have some experience like this with mdma or other drugs? what may can help me ? I was thinking about 5htp.
/sorry for my english, hope you will get it/
