K has a wide spectrum of effects at different doses, and although it can be disturbing and strange it's hard to imagine wanting to die after coming back from a K-hole. Dissociatives moreso than other drugs can be like seeing yourself reflected in a mirror, so what you put into them is often what you get back. Jamshyd's regimen is pretty strict and assumes no other drugs, dosage control, and moderation. On top of that you need to have a certain intention to re-wire your brain into a functional state, rather than just abusing the drug. K abuse is horrible and has given me some of the most difficult times in my life, but it has obscure rewards for the curious and well-intentioned