deathamphetamine
Bluelighter
Three times with K
Recently my cat mittens got some K for some pain he was having. He was with a friend who advised him to do a big bump. Mittens than proceeded to go to his friends house but after a few minutes started to lose motor skills. Mittens could literally view himself in the 3rd person and had to figure out how to move his body. He quickly went to a friend who lived real close who gave mittens a class of water. Mittens chugged the glass of water getting half of it on him. Mittens than decided being out in the open was bad and stumbled home having to crawl down the stairway to his building as not to fall. He went to his computer put on some music which sounded much better than usual and got some decent closed eyed visuals.
The second time Mittens took some with his friend snowball. Mittens did too much this time. At one point Mittens was in his apartment but had no clue where he was. Mittens and snowball had a conversation were Mittens mixing English and Spanish together and Snowball was talking in pure calculus philosophical gibberish but somehow we understood each other and the conversion was coherent; to anyone else it would have made no sense. Mittens got a realization that he was going to die or the world was going to end in apocalypse, or something like that. Both of us had open eyed visuals but we can’t remember them real well. .All I remember was snowball standing on the wall at some point. I don’t remember the closed eyed visuals too much either. I remember snowball was watching TV and when I saw the TV a got a pure negative vibe from it, like it was an evil entity; to this day I rarely watch TV. Much puking and craziness occurred for mittens.
The third time the dose was at least twice as big as the first time but nowhere near as big as the second time. I was prepared this time with a winamp library full of psychedelic trance music. I turned on the music and threw a blanket over my head. Within minutes mittens was no more and I became part of these visuals I was getting. It was like virtual reality or interactive entertainments were your ego no longer exists but you are aware of what is going on around you. Sometimes I had brief periods were I realized I existed and I would pee or get a class of water. One of those times I thought of John Lily and dolphins. When I closed my eyes again in a few minutes I saw dolphins swimming in the void. I remember asking the dolphins to show me the secrets of the universe. One of the dolphins started flying through the void leaving a gold trail for my conscious to follow. We reached the beginning of space and it seemed as if we were about to hyper jump into space, like in Star trek or Star wars, but the visual ended. I think mittens needed either more K or to shoot the K. either way lots of cool visuals ensured. When it was over I was left with an energetic positive feeling for the rest of the day.
K is definitely a unique substance. Every time mittens tried it motor skills were lost. I see why they call it a disassociative. Its like your mind/soul/conscious leaves your body and you are left with only a little ego if any at all. Your body if you are still in it functions differently. It’s like controlling your body, if you are aware of it, with a video game controller were you don’t know the controls. Music always sounded better and gave nice visuals. It was kind of like psychedelic nodding. When you nod you watch beautiful dreams but when on K you dream but are in the dream itself and interact within it. Each experience I would get a tunnel vision visual where I would be going through a tunnel like those jump gates in Babylon 5 or even better that tunnel in sliders. I cant really remember any significant open eyed visuals. It has resemblance to other psychs I have done and a cross to nodding while on these psychs but as I said earlier it is very weird and very unique.
Recently my cat mittens got some K for some pain he was having. He was with a friend who advised him to do a big bump. Mittens than proceeded to go to his friends house but after a few minutes started to lose motor skills. Mittens could literally view himself in the 3rd person and had to figure out how to move his body. He quickly went to a friend who lived real close who gave mittens a class of water. Mittens chugged the glass of water getting half of it on him. Mittens than decided being out in the open was bad and stumbled home having to crawl down the stairway to his building as not to fall. He went to his computer put on some music which sounded much better than usual and got some decent closed eyed visuals.
The second time Mittens took some with his friend snowball. Mittens did too much this time. At one point Mittens was in his apartment but had no clue where he was. Mittens and snowball had a conversation were Mittens mixing English and Spanish together and Snowball was talking in pure calculus philosophical gibberish but somehow we understood each other and the conversion was coherent; to anyone else it would have made no sense. Mittens got a realization that he was going to die or the world was going to end in apocalypse, or something like that. Both of us had open eyed visuals but we can’t remember them real well. .All I remember was snowball standing on the wall at some point. I don’t remember the closed eyed visuals too much either. I remember snowball was watching TV and when I saw the TV a got a pure negative vibe from it, like it was an evil entity; to this day I rarely watch TV. Much puking and craziness occurred for mittens.
The third time the dose was at least twice as big as the first time but nowhere near as big as the second time. I was prepared this time with a winamp library full of psychedelic trance music. I turned on the music and threw a blanket over my head. Within minutes mittens was no more and I became part of these visuals I was getting. It was like virtual reality or interactive entertainments were your ego no longer exists but you are aware of what is going on around you. Sometimes I had brief periods were I realized I existed and I would pee or get a class of water. One of those times I thought of John Lily and dolphins. When I closed my eyes again in a few minutes I saw dolphins swimming in the void. I remember asking the dolphins to show me the secrets of the universe. One of the dolphins started flying through the void leaving a gold trail for my conscious to follow. We reached the beginning of space and it seemed as if we were about to hyper jump into space, like in Star trek or Star wars, but the visual ended. I think mittens needed either more K or to shoot the K. either way lots of cool visuals ensured. When it was over I was left with an energetic positive feeling for the rest of the day.
K is definitely a unique substance. Every time mittens tried it motor skills were lost. I see why they call it a disassociative. Its like your mind/soul/conscious leaves your body and you are left with only a little ego if any at all. Your body if you are still in it functions differently. It’s like controlling your body, if you are aware of it, with a video game controller were you don’t know the controls. Music always sounded better and gave nice visuals. It was kind of like psychedelic nodding. When you nod you watch beautiful dreams but when on K you dream but are in the dream itself and interact within it. Each experience I would get a tunnel vision visual where I would be going through a tunnel like those jump gates in Babylon 5 or even better that tunnel in sliders. I cant really remember any significant open eyed visuals. It has resemblance to other psychs I have done and a cross to nodding while on these psychs but as I said earlier it is very weird and very unique.
