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K -- Second time -- How different it was
ok, first time i had k, i had about a 1/3 of a point, and leant up against the couch, 2 min later, i moved my head, and collapsed on the ground, and was like a rag doll, or someone turned the gravity up in the room, it was sooo fun, and then after a bout 10 min, we went for a walk, and it was so fun, you feel kinda mormal, but are acting really weird, and funn.
second time i was lying on rug on the grass in the sun. i did half a point of k, felt it a little, about 10 min went past, and nothing all that much happened, so i did another half a point. then i lay down my head resting on 'my wife
' and it is like 1 second i am lying there, then like 1 hour went past in a second. very weird. then i put my head up and turned it from right to left. it was like the whole time, my mind kinda had its own body or what ever, and it moved, and then my body actually followed it about a second later. then i was toughing the grass with my hands, and it felt scarey/freaky, like i was touching it, but it wasnt me touching it. like my mind's body, what ever youw ant to call it, "tempory ghost", was moving its fingers and then my fingers touched the grass a bit later, and my senses were all tingly and really funny.
then these people came in the outside gate, that where there early, i kinda said hi, then i put my head down again, it seemed like another half an hour went past (but only like 2 min) i was lying on my stomach, and the person threw her pet rat on my back. after about 3 seconds, i realised something was crawing on my back, i jumped up and jumped backed, then about a second later my body did. i spun around and threw the rat off, then then like started to run off threw the gate, then spun back around, and then hugged the girl that threw the rat and almost burst into tears.
then i was lying on the carpet on my back, and felt like i had been there the HOLE time, and not moved. i felt like i has been lying there, watching myself spin around and throw the rat off, or that i dreamed it. coz i kept thinking, nah a rat on my back, that had to be a trip, but it wasnt.
then i looked at the clouds with my blue lense glasses on, and the sky looked like a chalk painting. and then someone took my glasses off, and suddenly felt like i was the painting. it was so weird, feeling like a painting of the sky, looking at the sky. then i put my glasses back on, and it was all good.
the clouds started forming into 3d block letters, an 'S' that turned into an 'A', then an 'E' next to it, then a letter i thought was an alien letter it was like a 'T' mixed with an 'E'.
then i started waving my hands at the chalk painting of the sky, and i was smudging the clouds. i was yelling "i am controlling the clouds" and everytime i swiped my hand at it, the cloud left a bit smudge mark accross the sky. it looked so real. best visuals i have ever had.
then i was lying there, and as people were talking i thought i was imagining it all, coz i couldnt move my mouth, and I wasnt talking, yet people were answering me. it went kind of like this:
me|"can anyone here me" them|"yes" me|"no you cant, i didnt even talk" them|"yes you did" me|"am i talking now?" them|"yes you are" me|"did you just say that or did i imagin it?" them|"we said it" me|"did i just imagin you saying that now, am i even talking?"
for like 5 min.
then for like 3 hours after i was mjor freaked and a bit upset coz it was all so weird, and i remeber doing things, i dont think i did. all these memories came from nowhere, and they were missing frames.
very weird, yet all the same, fun and interesting (EXCEPT THE DAM RAT) i would of enjoyed myself 110% more with out that rat.
alright, bai bai
p.s. someone said i was in a k loop, if anyone saw me, or could tell me what it is like in one, i would like to know, thanx
[Edit: I changed the original title (My Second K Experience - how differnt it was) so it would comply with the guidelines.
-C22]
[ 18 April 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
ok, first time i had k, i had about a 1/3 of a point, and leant up against the couch, 2 min later, i moved my head, and collapsed on the ground, and was like a rag doll, or someone turned the gravity up in the room, it was sooo fun, and then after a bout 10 min, we went for a walk, and it was so fun, you feel kinda mormal, but are acting really weird, and funn.
second time i was lying on rug on the grass in the sun. i did half a point of k, felt it a little, about 10 min went past, and nothing all that much happened, so i did another half a point. then i lay down my head resting on 'my wife
' and it is like 1 second i am lying there, then like 1 hour went past in a second. very weird. then i put my head up and turned it from right to left. it was like the whole time, my mind kinda had its own body or what ever, and it moved, and then my body actually followed it about a second later. then i was toughing the grass with my hands, and it felt scarey/freaky, like i was touching it, but it wasnt me touching it. like my mind's body, what ever youw ant to call it, "tempory ghost", was moving its fingers and then my fingers touched the grass a bit later, and my senses were all tingly and really funny.then these people came in the outside gate, that where there early, i kinda said hi, then i put my head down again, it seemed like another half an hour went past (but only like 2 min) i was lying on my stomach, and the person threw her pet rat on my back. after about 3 seconds, i realised something was crawing on my back, i jumped up and jumped backed, then about a second later my body did. i spun around and threw the rat off, then then like started to run off threw the gate, then spun back around, and then hugged the girl that threw the rat and almost burst into tears.
then i was lying on the carpet on my back, and felt like i had been there the HOLE time, and not moved. i felt like i has been lying there, watching myself spin around and throw the rat off, or that i dreamed it. coz i kept thinking, nah a rat on my back, that had to be a trip, but it wasnt.
then i looked at the clouds with my blue lense glasses on, and the sky looked like a chalk painting. and then someone took my glasses off, and suddenly felt like i was the painting. it was so weird, feeling like a painting of the sky, looking at the sky. then i put my glasses back on, and it was all good.
the clouds started forming into 3d block letters, an 'S' that turned into an 'A', then an 'E' next to it, then a letter i thought was an alien letter it was like a 'T' mixed with an 'E'.
then i started waving my hands at the chalk painting of the sky, and i was smudging the clouds. i was yelling "i am controlling the clouds" and everytime i swiped my hand at it, the cloud left a bit smudge mark accross the sky. it looked so real. best visuals i have ever had.
then i was lying there, and as people were talking i thought i was imagining it all, coz i couldnt move my mouth, and I wasnt talking, yet people were answering me. it went kind of like this:
me|"can anyone here me" them|"yes" me|"no you cant, i didnt even talk" them|"yes you did" me|"am i talking now?" them|"yes you are" me|"did you just say that or did i imagin it?" them|"we said it" me|"did i just imagin you saying that now, am i even talking?"
for like 5 min.
then for like 3 hours after i was mjor freaked and a bit upset coz it was all so weird, and i remeber doing things, i dont think i did. all these memories came from nowhere, and they were missing frames.
very weird, yet all the same, fun and interesting (EXCEPT THE DAM RAT) i would of enjoyed myself 110% more with out that rat.
alright, bai bai
p.s. someone said i was in a k loop, if anyone saw me, or could tell me what it is like in one, i would like to know, thanx
[Edit: I changed the original title (My Second K Experience - how differnt it was) so it would comply with the guidelines.
-C22][ 18 April 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
