WhiteRabbit4
Bluelighter
First time Ketamine
Well i've been curious about ketamine for a long time now, but I never thought I'd come across it so soon. I never really planned on doing it, or even read up on it much- just thinking that I wouldn't come across it for years and therefore wouldn't have to form an opinion on it for quite some time.
But anyway...
last night was a typical friday night, me and some friends picked up some beer and headed over to hang out at one of my friends older brother's friend's houses. we all ended up getting quite drunk, four of us left for a while and went to see my boyfriend's band play a show.
after that was over with we headed back over to the house and proceeded to get even drunker. we'd also bought some E earlier and decided to rail a couple of them just for shits. we crushed up two and split them between several people. sat around for a while feeling lovely and getting drunker. somebody on speed was cleaning up the house like mad.
then one of the guys pulled me aside and asked if i wanted to do a bump of k. i was really excited, doing something new. we went down to the basement and he layed out some of the white powder on a table, i told him to give me a really small bump cause i'd never done it. we each railed a line, and right away i felt something totally different.
we went back up stairs and at this point im not completely positive what happened but i remember i went and sat on the couch and then all of a sudden i was gone and somebody walks in and tries to talk to me and we can't understand eachother.
my mind was a completely different element than my body, and i felt really far away. i was extremely dizzy, i tried to explain things to my friends but they didn't understand. the house was clearing out and a couple of my friends, C and Lo left with me to go back to my house.
this all happened probably within 10 minutes of railing that k. somehow i make it inside, and just collapse on my bed and dissapear into the nothingness of the back of my eyes. i decide to sit up because im getting really dizzy. people are trying to talk to me, then i start to tell them i think im dying, and apparently i wrote all of this shit down- which i can't read or make sense of. i was in between good feelings when id just kind of roll around or dissapear, and bad ones when i started to feel sick.
it was inevitable and i puked, alot. i took a hot shower and couldn't bring myself to get out for almost 2 hours. i then came back to my room and slept in a pile of towels on my bed.
i don't remember much of anything, and I'm still all out of sorts, I have this strange after glow, and still feel pretty sick. Overall it was an interesting experience, if i ever do it again I definitely won't get drunk or rail some E beforehand, hopefully avoiding the dizzyness. 8( I'll definitely have to read up on K a little bit more.
thanks for reading i hope you weren't too bored.
Well i've been curious about ketamine for a long time now, but I never thought I'd come across it so soon. I never really planned on doing it, or even read up on it much- just thinking that I wouldn't come across it for years and therefore wouldn't have to form an opinion on it for quite some time.
But anyway...
last night was a typical friday night, me and some friends picked up some beer and headed over to hang out at one of my friends older brother's friend's houses. we all ended up getting quite drunk, four of us left for a while and went to see my boyfriend's band play a show.
after that was over with we headed back over to the house and proceeded to get even drunker. we'd also bought some E earlier and decided to rail a couple of them just for shits. we crushed up two and split them between several people. sat around for a while feeling lovely and getting drunker. somebody on speed was cleaning up the house like mad.
then one of the guys pulled me aside and asked if i wanted to do a bump of k. i was really excited, doing something new. we went down to the basement and he layed out some of the white powder on a table, i told him to give me a really small bump cause i'd never done it. we each railed a line, and right away i felt something totally different.
we went back up stairs and at this point im not completely positive what happened but i remember i went and sat on the couch and then all of a sudden i was gone and somebody walks in and tries to talk to me and we can't understand eachother.
my mind was a completely different element than my body, and i felt really far away. i was extremely dizzy, i tried to explain things to my friends but they didn't understand. the house was clearing out and a couple of my friends, C and Lo left with me to go back to my house.
this all happened probably within 10 minutes of railing that k. somehow i make it inside, and just collapse on my bed and dissapear into the nothingness of the back of my eyes. i decide to sit up because im getting really dizzy. people are trying to talk to me, then i start to tell them i think im dying, and apparently i wrote all of this shit down- which i can't read or make sense of. i was in between good feelings when id just kind of roll around or dissapear, and bad ones when i started to feel sick.
it was inevitable and i puked, alot. i took a hot shower and couldn't bring myself to get out for almost 2 hours. i then came back to my room and slept in a pile of towels on my bed.
i don't remember much of anything, and I'm still all out of sorts, I have this strange after glow, and still feel pretty sick. Overall it was an interesting experience, if i ever do it again I definitely won't get drunk or rail some E beforehand, hopefully avoiding the dizzyness. 8( I'll definitely have to read up on K a little bit more.
thanks for reading i hope you weren't too bored.
