junglejuice
Bluelight Crew
I know you asked the OP a question, but he passed away last year

I have a question about the K-hole experience. Can you feel your body and nausea and that whilst in a K-hole or are you totally oblivious to your body's feelings? I ask this because i'm very interested in experiencing said K-hole but i suffer from slight Emetophobia (fear of vomiting, i get really anxious when i get nauseas and on almost any sort of drug it sends me into a complete panic attack). This problem has hindered me from being able to really learn to love a lot of psychadelics that i'm sure i could enjoy if the nausea and bodyload they give me isn't so intense. Almost all my trips with LSD have turned bad at some point because i get nauseas and then panic. I would love to enjoy a K-hole but would not like to put my mind through the stress if i'm going to just panic and freak out because of nausea. Other than that, i handle situations very well and basically nausea is the only thing that will freak me out.
the thing that freaks the shit out of me, is that i'm pretty sure that the whole incident was fabricated in my own imagination, but does that make it any less real? i mean, it felt pretty real at the time?