title: (Ketamin / about 250 - 300 mg) - unexperienced - crazy ass Ket
hey folks, today I had a K trip - maybe a "normal" Ketamin experience, but for me this was completely new ^^
first I started to inject K around 2 pm, dose after dose.. (about 0,3 - 0,4 ml per shot) then I noticed I could see myself with closed eyes from above and had a weird spiral texture moving around me. also the trippy music began to sound awfully good and took me somehow on a trip. I got happy and injected the stuff several times, but suddenly I got out of material (liquid was gone). so I decided to give it a "now or never" try and railed all the ket powder I had layin on a plate (about 150mg).
what I experienced was intense - never had experienced something like this before. I sat on my chair quietly and closed my eyes, then my chair began to "move" inside of the K-room (bright colorful room/partly dark/partly with moving paterns in different colours), i could even feel when I went high up in the sky or falling down slowly, like on a rollercoaster a bit. this was huge! I laughed, giggled and commented the action aloud. then I saw crazy things like colorful patterns or signs, even greater architectural buildings/fragments, difficult to put in words now. I had at least one or two moments when I encountered a christ-like entity (at least I hope it was Jesus, it was bright and had like the typical christ/cross symbol form). I also saw an angel on a horse(?) riding somewhere as a moving texture on sand.
in between I went totally with the music, rocked a little around in the comfortable chair I was sitting in and laughed my balls of. later the trip got more and more spooky, I somehow got into a projection of myself, but I was like 100 times multiplied "inside" of me and it (or "I") went deeper and deeper inside, then it felt like a nearly died, then everything was cool again / I got to the beginning to my own existenc again with thousands of multiplied words of "hi" "huhu" or so, like you would greet a newborn child. then I could see my surroundings again, but time was kind of split into pieces, so several periods of were happening in the same moment (wtf?), it puzzled me completely and I tried to make it go away. after this I believed to be sitting in my chair, opening and closing eyes, not knowing what I was, where I was, what had happened. I completely had lost every last bit of orientation, I did know that I maybe had people who care about me, but could not find images/names.I was in a complete narcotic state and later I woke up from it, than I realized it was just a hallucination, but a pretty powerfull.
now, about 2 or 3 hours after the effects are gone, I feel completely renewed and refreshed :D no headaches, aftereffects what so ever.
one question arises as I continue thinking about the experience. may it be, could it possibly be the case that I have gone completely nuts? would it even be possible I've got insane like a monkey rats ass in the real bad way (I mean shizophrenic) but I am unable to realize it by myself?
oh and one more to add, I allmost could not sleep but I finally slept for some hours. the dreams were so intense - I had colorfull dreams with extrem pervers sexual content ^^ and what was very exciting, part of the dreams had like a storyline which repeated dreams I had several if not 10 years AGO ! exactly the same dream! but me (or my astral being, whatever) was grown older so I was too fat to fit through a narrow door where a wrestler (I believe it was cranky Hollywood Hogan) acted as kind of "gate keeper". :D
hey folks, today I had a K trip - maybe a "normal" Ketamin experience, but for me this was completely new ^^
first I started to inject K around 2 pm, dose after dose.. (about 0,3 - 0,4 ml per shot) then I noticed I could see myself with closed eyes from above and had a weird spiral texture moving around me. also the trippy music began to sound awfully good and took me somehow on a trip. I got happy and injected the stuff several times, but suddenly I got out of material (liquid was gone). so I decided to give it a "now or never" try and railed all the ket powder I had layin on a plate (about 150mg).
what I experienced was intense - never had experienced something like this before. I sat on my chair quietly and closed my eyes, then my chair began to "move" inside of the K-room (bright colorful room/partly dark/partly with moving paterns in different colours), i could even feel when I went high up in the sky or falling down slowly, like on a rollercoaster a bit. this was huge! I laughed, giggled and commented the action aloud. then I saw crazy things like colorful patterns or signs, even greater architectural buildings/fragments, difficult to put in words now. I had at least one or two moments when I encountered a christ-like entity (at least I hope it was Jesus, it was bright and had like the typical christ/cross symbol form). I also saw an angel on a horse(?) riding somewhere as a moving texture on sand.
in between I went totally with the music, rocked a little around in the comfortable chair I was sitting in and laughed my balls of. later the trip got more and more spooky, I somehow got into a projection of myself, but I was like 100 times multiplied "inside" of me and it (or "I") went deeper and deeper inside, then it felt like a nearly died, then everything was cool again / I got to the beginning to my own existenc again with thousands of multiplied words of "hi" "huhu" or so, like you would greet a newborn child. then I could see my surroundings again, but time was kind of split into pieces, so several periods of were happening in the same moment (wtf?), it puzzled me completely and I tried to make it go away. after this I believed to be sitting in my chair, opening and closing eyes, not knowing what I was, where I was, what had happened. I completely had lost every last bit of orientation, I did know that I maybe had people who care about me, but could not find images/names.I was in a complete narcotic state and later I woke up from it, than I realized it was just a hallucination, but a pretty powerfull.
now, about 2 or 3 hours after the effects are gone, I feel completely renewed and refreshed :D no headaches, aftereffects what so ever.
one question arises as I continue thinking about the experience. may it be, could it possibly be the case that I have gone completely nuts? would it even be possible I've got insane like a monkey rats ass in the real bad way (I mean shizophrenic) but I am unable to realize it by myself?
oh and one more to add, I allmost could not sleep but I finally slept for some hours. the dreams were so intense - I had colorfull dreams with extrem pervers sexual content ^^ and what was very exciting, part of the dreams had like a storyline which repeated dreams I had several if not 10 years AGO ! exactly the same dream! but me (or my astral being, whatever) was grown older so I was too fat to fit through a narrow door where a wrestler (I believe it was cranky Hollywood Hogan) acted as kind of "gate keeper". :D
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