KHoledHippy
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I am a ketamine addict
I have used ketamine for 6+ years (3years extremely hard up to 4g a day snorting and IM) for them 3 years I never went a day without at least 1g of K. I first took ketamine at 16 at a party snorting a very little amount. I enjoyed it and started to get K on Friday nights out. About 2+ years after first taking K I started using the drug very often (4-5 times a week). My tolerance became a joke to get a 1/2 decent buzz I would have to snort 1-2 grams. my lines went from like 0.1g to 0.5g. While Living in a local hostel for a short time I learnt how to IM ketamine. I would regally IM ketamine daily and was still holding down my job (barely). I would take 1-2 grams with me to work which I would sniff small lines throughout my shift and would IM as soon as I got home. I soon lost this though as my attendance was getting ridicules due to my habit. I soon turned to dealing K just to keep up my habit and my life just went to shit basically. I lost my girlfriend of 5+ and I can 100% see why
. My life style was horrid I looked like shit all the time and 3/4 of the day I was completely out of it on K. Not long after I started to notice my health starting to suffer as well. I was pissing dribbles out at a time but felling like I needed to piss constantly. I herd about K causing bladder problems so I went to my doctors. I told them about my use and my problems they sent me to a local hospital to have scans on my bladder,stomach,kidneys and liver. The doctor said that my bladder had started to shrink in size and the walls of it would soon scar up and basically fall apart
due to my use. I was soon scared out of use by finding out if I was to carry on I would most likely damage my bladder to the point it could never repair to 100% and would need a operation to take out my bladder. I slowly cut back on my habit within about 4-5 months and got to the point of using 1-2 times a week. I set a date to completely go without and keep clean for 2 months. After my small relapse I went a good month before relapsing one more time . Then due to a bad dry patch I stayed clean for over 1/2 a year. I now take K once every couple months . Im back working and am settled in my own flat and have recently been back to hospital for a check up. My bladder is still a small size (around 30% smaller than a male in there early 20s should have) and I still do not piss a normal amount (though it has got a lot better than what it was). The doctors are not sure how long it will take for my bladder to heal back to a normal size but are very confident that it will go back to near 100% if im to stay clear of regular use.
Im basically wondering if there's any one that knows how long it will take for my bladder to get back to 100% ?
I love K and cant seem to comply stop even though I take it very little now (no more than 10 times last year).
I still need to use the toilet 10+ times a day and 1-2 times a night. And am embarrassed to use the toilet whilst people are around (due to the fact It takes me 2-3 mins to piss and i sometimes make wired noises as is such a relief when I do manage to piss
).
so if any one dose have info plz share as I need to find out as no doctor can say ?
THANKS



Im basically wondering if there's any one that knows how long it will take for my bladder to get back to 100% ?
I love K and cant seem to comply stop even though I take it very little now (no more than 10 times last year).
I still need to use the toilet 10+ times a day and 1-2 times a night. And am embarrassed to use the toilet whilst people are around (due to the fact It takes me 2-3 mins to piss and i sometimes make wired noises as is such a relief when I do manage to piss

so if any one dose have info plz share as I need to find out as no doctor can say ?
THANKS
