swiftnglow
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- Mar 27, 2010
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ketamine is very different from DXM, but also very similar. The part I found most similar is that on both drugs I could think just fine, completely normal thoughts. But I had extreme issues expressing myself because I couldn't really talk, or even comprehend what other people were saying.
I started out with 50 mg. 10 mins later 25mg more. 10 mins later 25 mg more. then i was just like FUCK IT! and did 100mg at once.
This k hole was very profound because it let my brain COMPLETELY control myself, and I think my k hole was different than most peoples. From what I have read most people's k holes are just mind fuck, but mine was completely in my control.
Now that I am totally sober my best way of describing the longest lasting phase of the k hole is the rollercoaster ride. just imagine a roller coaster with a joystick that you can control and go anywhere in the universe. I flew through space and had a blast.
There were some other phases of my k hole. One was where the part of my bed I was on and me got cut away from the rest and I started spinning quickly like on the teacup ride, and i just flew around my house seeing everything. But that was before I actually realized I was k holing so I made myself stop, it kinda sucks because if I had let myself go it probably would have been really intense since that was the first part.
And WAAAY too many times did I forget I had a body even, COMPLETE ego loss. I would just get caught away in my trip and then all of a sudden realize I am actually this kid laying on his bed in his parents' basement.
Also a few times I had to wake up from the k hole because I noticed I had stopped breathing, so I had to consciously make myself breathe, but only for a few breaths.
Also I had a super stuffy nose from snorting all the K and from laying down, so I could only breathe through my mouth.
One of the weirdest feeling parts of the k hole was when different cross sections of my bed and me were cut and I could feel my body separate. Then each different chunk digitalized and flew up and went on different adventures. This was actually really scary because I knew I was laying face down and I got afraid that I couldn't breathe so I made myself wake up.
*GASP*
ALSO! The whole "what if" part of my thinking. That was basically because I was detached from my body. I kept thinking about what would happen if I did this, and all of my thoughts were kind of from a narrative tone.
The weirdest part was when I thought I was out of my k hole (which happened a lot) so I would just lay there thinking and I would get taken out of reality again and get thrown through space without realizing it. It was sooo crazy!
Sorry for not having any timestamps but i turned around my clocks in order to make the trip more trippy :D
I started out with 50 mg. 10 mins later 25mg more. 10 mins later 25 mg more. then i was just like FUCK IT! and did 100mg at once.
This k hole was very profound because it let my brain COMPLETELY control myself, and I think my k hole was different than most peoples. From what I have read most people's k holes are just mind fuck, but mine was completely in my control.
Now that I am totally sober my best way of describing the longest lasting phase of the k hole is the rollercoaster ride. just imagine a roller coaster with a joystick that you can control and go anywhere in the universe. I flew through space and had a blast.
There were some other phases of my k hole. One was where the part of my bed I was on and me got cut away from the rest and I started spinning quickly like on the teacup ride, and i just flew around my house seeing everything. But that was before I actually realized I was k holing so I made myself stop, it kinda sucks because if I had let myself go it probably would have been really intense since that was the first part.
And WAAAY too many times did I forget I had a body even, COMPLETE ego loss. I would just get caught away in my trip and then all of a sudden realize I am actually this kid laying on his bed in his parents' basement.
Also a few times I had to wake up from the k hole because I noticed I had stopped breathing, so I had to consciously make myself breathe, but only for a few breaths.
Also I had a super stuffy nose from snorting all the K and from laying down, so I could only breathe through my mouth.
One of the weirdest feeling parts of the k hole was when different cross sections of my bed and me were cut and I could feel my body separate. Then each different chunk digitalized and flew up and went on different adventures. This was actually really scary because I knew I was laying face down and I got afraid that I couldn't breathe so I made myself wake up.
*GASP*
ALSO! The whole "what if" part of my thinking. That was basically because I was detached from my body. I kept thinking about what would happen if I did this, and all of my thoughts were kind of from a narrative tone.
The weirdest part was when I thought I was out of my k hole (which happened a lot) so I would just lay there thinking and I would get taken out of reality again and get thrown through space without realizing it. It was sooo crazy!
Sorry for not having any timestamps but i turned around my clocks in order to make the trip more trippy :D
. I also found Ket very controllable, its a lovely drug.