Ketamine - 1st time - Mind Blowing - Answers
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Thanks guys for all your comments, let me reply to few of them:
hydrobromide - you may be onto something with metaprogramming, I gave it a lot of serious consideration if that in fact took place.
prince albert - Lucid dreaming, yes I also considered that as a possibility, however that would be a pretty wild effect of K. Mind you I did 500mg as a K virgin , so the results were quite unpredictable
KISS - strangely no, when the plane was filling up with water I felt at peace if you will, just accepted that was what was supposed to happen. I have no idea why I started yelling, I have no recollection of that in my Trip. Maybe my subconcious survival mode kicked in ???
As for the rest of you questioning the sincerity of this report, you can think whatever you like, why would I make up stuff , especially posting anonymously ? (even though I am long time BL'er!) .
All I know is that is how I remembered it and I was so blown away by the experience I had to write it down the same night.
Regretfully, I tried K many times afterwards, in much higher doses and was NEVER able to come even close to this 1st time. Recently I gave up on K totally since I was never able to reach such state of lucid dreaming/metaprgramming or whatever it was! I'll remember this for the rest of my life, that is for sure.