Don't know why I can't post at the trip/experiences reports yet. I'm gonna post here, so the moderator can move this to the proper place.
Me:
-Early 30’s
– Healthy
-1,78m / 75Kg
Past:
-Smoked cigarettes for 15 years
-At age of 16 started smoking weed heavily for about 4 years, til got fed up with it and quit
-At age of 19 started using cocaine, usually one night binge with alcohol, but never was a slave to the drug
– At age of 22 was introduced to MDMA, which was used heavily for a couple of years, and still used to this day, every now and then. Also, at this same age, introduced to mushrooms, which were cultivated at home, and then the psychedelic experience started. I can say I am an experienced psychonaut by now, but it’s been a couple of years since the last time I took cubensis.
– At age of 32 was introduced to ketamine, but I was afraid of trying it at the time, because of the horse tranquilizer reputation of the drug. One year later, a friend showed up with some ket in powder form and I finally tried it, and loved it. The visions and mind exploring properties blew my mind away.
Nowadays:
I am a healthy individual, eats properly, 80% vegetarian food, exercises regularly, good shape (bit of work out, usually planks, yoga type exercises and push ups, pilates). I don't go out partying like no tomorrow anymore. Quit smoking, drinking, coke, even MDMA – which I loved – is not taken anymore (what doesn't mean I won’t take it again, but cigarettes, coke and alcohol NEVER AGAIN, and all thanks to ketamine, I have a nice family, and I'm at a good job, that pays well, but in the past couple of years I started to feel very depressed with life. Existential crisis hit it, and everything started to become grayed and dull, I started to feel like a disposable worthless person, life had no meaning anymore, even though I had achieved monetary stability in life, somehow I felt disconnected from it… And all changed thanks to ketamine.
Experience:
I gained access to infinite pure ketamine supply in vials. Good safe source, from a vet. Has a good stock at home which will last for a long time, I think. At first, method of usage was nasal, in powder form, but I didn't want to harm my nose anymore, plus the burning feeling at the throat and nose was taking the focus away from the trip, finding it annoying. Then I decided to take it via IM shots, mainly in the deltoid and upper thighs, where I have good muscle mass, close to the skin.
Initial dosage:
Started 3 months ago:
-between 0,5 – 0,9 mL shots, which provided intense k-holing experiences. Even though some of them were shocking and bizarre, I never felt frightened. Always sat back as an observer, feeling a deep peace of mind it hasn’t had felt in a very long time. This antidepressant properties always lasted throughout the day (and still do). I also love the deep meditative state that ketamine provides, one becomes aware only of itself, it’s existence, and all external noises are just ignored by the mind (at least in my experience).
– this month I noticed that tolerance has built up, the intense k-hole visions don't happen with the same strength, but still do. I learned how to evoke them with eyes closed and focus, but what is surprising me is how I am feeling different regarding life and it’s existence.
It’s incredible how the substance is changing my brain. It’s like pushing a reset button. I feel like my brain is getting back to it’s older, younger self. Thoughts are more clear and organized, focus has really improved A LOT. I even think I'm becoming more intelligent.
I look at the mirror and I'm astonished how much better I look, more healthier, it’s beyond words.
I am injecting ketamine everyday now, between 6 – 8 times a day, IM route, usually 0,4 – 0,5 mL. I only can say it’s making my life better, I'm enjoying my family, job and life like never before.
I don’t feel any side effects described by some users. no urinary disorders or pain, nothing. Went to the doctors to make full check up, scans. all is good. Memory is good, sometimes my brain gets overclocked (as I like to call when I get some blanks, empty thoughts), but it only lasts a couple of minutes then function is back no normal.
I will continue with this self experimentation. If any problems arises, I will report, but so far only good stuff has came from this wonderful substance.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_ketamine
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_experienced
explevel_retrospective
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_lifechanging
roacode_im
Me:
-Early 30’s
– Healthy
-1,78m / 75Kg
Past:
-Smoked cigarettes for 15 years
-At age of 16 started smoking weed heavily for about 4 years, til got fed up with it and quit
-At age of 19 started using cocaine, usually one night binge with alcohol, but never was a slave to the drug
– At age of 22 was introduced to MDMA, which was used heavily for a couple of years, and still used to this day, every now and then. Also, at this same age, introduced to mushrooms, which were cultivated at home, and then the psychedelic experience started. I can say I am an experienced psychonaut by now, but it’s been a couple of years since the last time I took cubensis.
– At age of 32 was introduced to ketamine, but I was afraid of trying it at the time, because of the horse tranquilizer reputation of the drug. One year later, a friend showed up with some ket in powder form and I finally tried it, and loved it. The visions and mind exploring properties blew my mind away.
Nowadays:
I am a healthy individual, eats properly, 80% vegetarian food, exercises regularly, good shape (bit of work out, usually planks, yoga type exercises and push ups, pilates). I don't go out partying like no tomorrow anymore. Quit smoking, drinking, coke, even MDMA – which I loved – is not taken anymore (what doesn't mean I won’t take it again, but cigarettes, coke and alcohol NEVER AGAIN, and all thanks to ketamine, I have a nice family, and I'm at a good job, that pays well, but in the past couple of years I started to feel very depressed with life. Existential crisis hit it, and everything started to become grayed and dull, I started to feel like a disposable worthless person, life had no meaning anymore, even though I had achieved monetary stability in life, somehow I felt disconnected from it… And all changed thanks to ketamine.
Experience:
I gained access to infinite pure ketamine supply in vials. Good safe source, from a vet. Has a good stock at home which will last for a long time, I think. At first, method of usage was nasal, in powder form, but I didn't want to harm my nose anymore, plus the burning feeling at the throat and nose was taking the focus away from the trip, finding it annoying. Then I decided to take it via IM shots, mainly in the deltoid and upper thighs, where I have good muscle mass, close to the skin.
Initial dosage:
Started 3 months ago:
-between 0,5 – 0,9 mL shots, which provided intense k-holing experiences. Even though some of them were shocking and bizarre, I never felt frightened. Always sat back as an observer, feeling a deep peace of mind it hasn’t had felt in a very long time. This antidepressant properties always lasted throughout the day (and still do). I also love the deep meditative state that ketamine provides, one becomes aware only of itself, it’s existence, and all external noises are just ignored by the mind (at least in my experience).
– this month I noticed that tolerance has built up, the intense k-hole visions don't happen with the same strength, but still do. I learned how to evoke them with eyes closed and focus, but what is surprising me is how I am feeling different regarding life and it’s existence.
It’s incredible how the substance is changing my brain. It’s like pushing a reset button. I feel like my brain is getting back to it’s older, younger self. Thoughts are more clear and organized, focus has really improved A LOT. I even think I'm becoming more intelligent.
I look at the mirror and I'm astonished how much better I look, more healthier, it’s beyond words.
I am injecting ketamine everyday now, between 6 – 8 times a day, IM route, usually 0,4 – 0,5 mL. I only can say it’s making my life better, I'm enjoying my family, job and life like never before.
I don’t feel any side effects described by some users. no urinary disorders or pain, nothing. Went to the doctors to make full check up, scans. all is good. Memory is good, sometimes my brain gets overclocked (as I like to call when I get some blanks, empty thoughts), but it only lasts a couple of minutes then function is back no normal.
I will continue with this self experimentation. If any problems arises, I will report, but so far only good stuff has came from this wonderful substance.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_ketamine
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_experienced
explevel_retrospective
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_lifechanging
roacode_im
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