mrsmitconh
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Ketamine – First time – Home Alone
Home alone, no sleep after a nightshift, 4 beers with Stones Roses – “Stone Roses” playing.
15.35 1st Bump
Snorted a line which wasn't painful. Nice gentle warmth up the back of my head almost instantly. Slight numbing of nose.
15.45 Nasty drip. K tastes like Hydrocarbons. Nothing like classics C, E or speed. Best description would be like breathing in a small dose of fumes from a burning plastic bag. Definitely has no natural characteristics.
15.55 I feel blunted, confused but it's not a worry. Body numbness. I feel detached from both my surroundings and my body … my head and torso seem to be different objects … odd! Getting very difficult to write. A little incoherent. Can't really focus on objects it's as if both eyes are looking at different objects at the same time confusing the mind. When I stand up I feel powerful, full of energy but totally blunted. A kind of drunk/stoned feeling. Everything around seems blocky i.e. objects seem to have a haphazard blocky look to them not the smooth and gentle sober world look. Music sounds very tinny, metallic but not uncomfortable and it’s zoning in and out but soon becomes just background noise.
16.05 Need to stand very slowly. Baby steps. Bumped against a hanging ornament ... felt like someone was tickling my back looked round to see who was there. The robo-walk feels like a moon walk with big bouncy steps.
16.10 Getting a little cold so put on a jacket. Co-ordination takes concentration. Soon control returns but still feel light headed but very heavy at the same time.
16.20 2nd bump
K smells nasty, snorting burns my nose. That hydrocarbon drip taste again. Not unlike if a ciggie in an ashtray accidentally melts a ciggie packet plastic wrapper and then you take a puff. K is just so wrong!
16.30 Drip is really awful need to sip water to rid the taste and mask the senses. Considerably difficult to write so this report will be shorter than I would have liked.
Gets a little scary for a fleeting moment as I begin to trip mildly. I tell myself that I'm ok and it's only the drugs altering perceptions. Feels like I'm floating in a big rubber boat in the middle of the ocean. I can see my mate's two cats they are really far away but initially I don’t really comprehend that they are cats … just inanimate objects. I’m walking around babbling to myself which I realise a little later. I started to talk to one of the cats as it always looks as if it’s tripping chasing shadows etc as maybe we could communicate but quickly snap out of it. Sound is really misshapen with many echoes. Try to use my mobile but it's too confusing. Time has slowed down almost to a crawl a minute seems like 15. Sound and vision have a delay. I looked in the mirror and spoke ... heard the words then saw my mouth move. The effects are non linear tripping then back to base line and tripping again.
18.00 Totally sober my mate comes back home we grab some food.
19.00 - 23.00 Sleep
00.00 - 03.00 A few glasses of wine
04.00, 04.30 & 05.00 3 x Bumps.
Re-start the experiment both of us bump. Both of us comment on moon walking or rather the effects of K and walking. This second trip isn’t as detailed as again I found it difficult writing and maybe I was a little self conscious taking notes when we should be having a laugh.
Much more relaxed this time, it's more of a social experience. Same non linear effects. We talk, listen to music and talk bollix. I explain that I feel I can see the molecules in the table and that it is almost transparent ... talk bollix for a while and he suggest we get some molecular cleaner ... we pissed ourselves laughing for a while probably pleased with ourselves for thinking of such a good idea ... It’ll work much better than normal cleaners!
Tell my mate that I want to be a writer and all I need is a box of words and a big box of metaphors and if he sees any on sale he should get them for me. Actually if he finds any decent words he can just put them in my pocket … pocket is pretty much empty so no worries. I was serious initially but then realised I was talking complete bollix.
The nonsense continued for a while but didn’t take any more notes as we were both pretty exhausted.
08.00 Sleep
Would I recommend K … probably not but I’ve been told combinations can be very good so I’ll hold off any judgement until I’ve played a little more. I’d guess I took about ~ 120mg [<<edit] each trip insufflated (snorted).
Home alone, no sleep after a nightshift, 4 beers with Stones Roses – “Stone Roses” playing.
15.35 1st Bump
Snorted a line which wasn't painful. Nice gentle warmth up the back of my head almost instantly. Slight numbing of nose.
15.45 Nasty drip. K tastes like Hydrocarbons. Nothing like classics C, E or speed. Best description would be like breathing in a small dose of fumes from a burning plastic bag. Definitely has no natural characteristics.
15.55 I feel blunted, confused but it's not a worry. Body numbness. I feel detached from both my surroundings and my body … my head and torso seem to be different objects … odd! Getting very difficult to write. A little incoherent. Can't really focus on objects it's as if both eyes are looking at different objects at the same time confusing the mind. When I stand up I feel powerful, full of energy but totally blunted. A kind of drunk/stoned feeling. Everything around seems blocky i.e. objects seem to have a haphazard blocky look to them not the smooth and gentle sober world look. Music sounds very tinny, metallic but not uncomfortable and it’s zoning in and out but soon becomes just background noise.
16.05 Need to stand very slowly. Baby steps. Bumped against a hanging ornament ... felt like someone was tickling my back looked round to see who was there. The robo-walk feels like a moon walk with big bouncy steps.
16.10 Getting a little cold so put on a jacket. Co-ordination takes concentration. Soon control returns but still feel light headed but very heavy at the same time.
16.20 2nd bump
K smells nasty, snorting burns my nose. That hydrocarbon drip taste again. Not unlike if a ciggie in an ashtray accidentally melts a ciggie packet plastic wrapper and then you take a puff. K is just so wrong!
16.30 Drip is really awful need to sip water to rid the taste and mask the senses. Considerably difficult to write so this report will be shorter than I would have liked.
Gets a little scary for a fleeting moment as I begin to trip mildly. I tell myself that I'm ok and it's only the drugs altering perceptions. Feels like I'm floating in a big rubber boat in the middle of the ocean. I can see my mate's two cats they are really far away but initially I don’t really comprehend that they are cats … just inanimate objects. I’m walking around babbling to myself which I realise a little later. I started to talk to one of the cats as it always looks as if it’s tripping chasing shadows etc as maybe we could communicate but quickly snap out of it. Sound is really misshapen with many echoes. Try to use my mobile but it's too confusing. Time has slowed down almost to a crawl a minute seems like 15. Sound and vision have a delay. I looked in the mirror and spoke ... heard the words then saw my mouth move. The effects are non linear tripping then back to base line and tripping again.
18.00 Totally sober my mate comes back home we grab some food.
19.00 - 23.00 Sleep
00.00 - 03.00 A few glasses of wine
04.00, 04.30 & 05.00 3 x Bumps.
Re-start the experiment both of us bump. Both of us comment on moon walking or rather the effects of K and walking. This second trip isn’t as detailed as again I found it difficult writing and maybe I was a little self conscious taking notes when we should be having a laugh.
Much more relaxed this time, it's more of a social experience. Same non linear effects. We talk, listen to music and talk bollix. I explain that I feel I can see the molecules in the table and that it is almost transparent ... talk bollix for a while and he suggest we get some molecular cleaner ... we pissed ourselves laughing for a while probably pleased with ourselves for thinking of such a good idea ... It’ll work much better than normal cleaners!
Tell my mate that I want to be a writer and all I need is a box of words and a big box of metaphors and if he sees any on sale he should get them for me. Actually if he finds any decent words he can just put them in my pocket … pocket is pretty much empty so no worries. I was serious initially but then realised I was talking complete bollix.
The nonsense continued for a while but didn’t take any more notes as we were both pretty exhausted.
08.00 Sleep
Would I recommend K … probably not but I’ve been told combinations can be very good so I’ll hold off any judgement until I’ve played a little more. I’d guess I took about ~ 120mg [<<edit] each trip insufflated (snorted).
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