I don't ever want to forget what I was.
I do the 12 Step thing and many folks with a lot of clean time seem to have forgotten who they were and what it was like.
They display an attitude of 'indifference or intolerance' to those who are new, those that are just looking for a day clean and another chance at life.
They are afraid to get dirty, they fear the new person because the new guy/girl is unpredictable, a potential threat. If the new person is a threat then that tells me that the person with time has grown soft. They lack faith in themselves to reach a hand out compassionately.
The following pics are of my arms and hands from shooting coke and heroin. This is the type of thing I need to remember (looks like they need to be resized - I'll take care of that tomorrow):
I do the 12 Step thing and many folks with a lot of clean time seem to have forgotten who they were and what it was like.
They display an attitude of 'indifference or intolerance' to those who are new, those that are just looking for a day clean and another chance at life.
They are afraid to get dirty, they fear the new person because the new guy/girl is unpredictable, a potential threat. If the new person is a threat then that tells me that the person with time has grown soft. They lack faith in themselves to reach a hand out compassionately.
The following pics are of my arms and hands from shooting coke and heroin. This is the type of thing I need to remember (looks like they need to be resized - I'll take care of that tomorrow):
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