tOOts16
Greenlighter
'ello everyone, I've been lurking about this site for a few weeks now, particularly looking at the Trip Reports concerning crystal. I won't go into a lot of it here. Basically, I like to be informed about what I'm doing, what it is, what to expect, etc. Some people would say, well, if you know the damage, why try it.
That is just who I am. I NEED to experience things first-hand. Wise? No. I know this. I am very introspective and can tell you why I'm doing what I'm doing. Right now, as an escape..For me, I realized I need an addiction. True, it is better when it is school or fitness...I don't judge and I try to at least be honest with myself, hard as that can be.
I'm not into drinking right now. I've drank for years, been back and forth with cocaine (but I think I've finally kicked that one haha). Was introduced to Molly. Stopped Molly, continued percs or loratabs. Stopped those, back into drinking a lot. Cocaine again. Oh, yea, weed very very rarely, and after my experience on Sun, now I know for sure, NEVeR again. Makes me waaaay too paranoid.
It was never a surprise when meth was introduced to me. I admit it. All those posters and stuff only piqued my curiosity. Read about it. Wondered about it. What you think WILL manifest itself. Small amounts snorted past few weeks here and there. I won't smoke it. I keep thinking it will give me the motivation to clean...but instead I just end up on here!
Pleasure to be here, and I do want to share my experience this weekend.
I can see ya, you can't see me!%)
That is just who I am. I NEED to experience things first-hand. Wise? No. I know this. I am very introspective and can tell you why I'm doing what I'm doing. Right now, as an escape..For me, I realized I need an addiction. True, it is better when it is school or fitness...I don't judge and I try to at least be honest with myself, hard as that can be.
I'm not into drinking right now. I've drank for years, been back and forth with cocaine (but I think I've finally kicked that one haha). Was introduced to Molly. Stopped Molly, continued percs or loratabs. Stopped those, back into drinking a lot. Cocaine again. Oh, yea, weed very very rarely, and after my experience on Sun, now I know for sure, NEVeR again. Makes me waaaay too paranoid.
It was never a surprise when meth was introduced to me. I admit it. All those posters and stuff only piqued my curiosity. Read about it. Wondered about it. What you think WILL manifest itself. Small amounts snorted past few weeks here and there. I won't smoke it. I keep thinking it will give me the motivation to clean...but instead I just end up on here!
Pleasure to be here, and I do want to share my experience this weekend.
I can see ya, you can't see me!%)
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Meth is tricky and addiction to it can sneak up on you. Good choice on not smoking it, but please keep in mind that you can still become addicted by taking it orally or snorting it. Be safe and welcome to Bluelight! 
