beanpoophead
Bluelighter
Strange feelings
of being in the same place
all over again
in a moment of my life
where I couldn’t bear
to even be alive
its been so long
since I spoke words
and shut out those times
so I could go again
and make every mistake
I made so many times before
sometimes I don’t think it matters
sometimes I try to not think about
what my life could be like
without everything I’ve put into it
im dreaming of magic tricks
that make all of my dirty dishes go away
change black plates into white
so I can’t see what’s left for me to do
I’m relentless, and I’m dying
so I guess all I can do is hold my head high
and keep floating away...
away...
of being in the same place
all over again
in a moment of my life
where I couldn’t bear
to even be alive
its been so long
since I spoke words
and shut out those times
so I could go again
and make every mistake
I made so many times before
sometimes I don’t think it matters
sometimes I try to not think about
what my life could be like
without everything I’ve put into it
im dreaming of magic tricks
that make all of my dirty dishes go away
change black plates into white
so I can’t see what’s left for me to do
I’m relentless, and I’m dying
so I guess all I can do is hold my head high
and keep floating away...
away...
