Serene Imp
Bluelighter
Ok so the first time I did K I don't know exactly what happened... if I holed or not...
I did 2 medium rails (my friend laid out about 80-90mgs altogether) within 10 minutes and went outside alone to smoke my non-menthol, it felt like I was outside forever. The stool I was on felt super tall, I felt like I had been there doing that exact same thing before, then I started to get shutter vision, I couldn't focus on anything but the tree in front of me without feeling like I was spinning. I put out my smoke and somehow made it inside to the bathroom and threw up till I had nothing left. Then I sat on the bathroom floor holding my head super confused about why I did that, why I got sick, if I should go back out in the living room with my bf and friend, where I was, how I got there. I was trying so hard to pull my head back together. After what felt like a life time I made my way to the couch and sat there in a ball with my eyes closed cause my vision was still very shaky and shuttering. In like 10 minutes I got sick again, then felt so much better, had a super headache but still. Collected and back to normal. I swore I hated K and would never do it again... did I hole?
Well anyway, that didn't sit very long. I've been doing it for the past few nights now and I found that my size, 30-40 mgs is very nice. I feel light and mellow, daze out a little, and get burst of energy. Just the other night I was laying in bed with my ex, I had been doing my little lines, spaced them out about 10-15 minutes at a time. Every time he got up to pee I'd lay out more. I started upping my mgs to about 60. I was laying in bed and felt really light so I rolled to my side cause I was going to reach for my water for the drip, I never got my water. I stopped and just zoned out to the music and felt like I was laying on a large rock at the edge of a waterfall surrounded by water. I was asking myself how I got there, if I really cared, if anyone was around. It was amazing, like I was there, like I could feel the wind, the mist, and the rock under me. Then I rolled over and I felt like I was in the woods laying down somewhere, my ex said the same (about the woods part) we have glowing stars on our ceiling....Anyway, I'm very under educated on this kinda stuff, if you can't tell... was that a hole? was it close? or is something like this weird?
Any kinda input at all would help a lot,
I'm going to TRY and hole tonight any suggestions?
I did 2 medium rails (my friend laid out about 80-90mgs altogether) within 10 minutes and went outside alone to smoke my non-menthol, it felt like I was outside forever. The stool I was on felt super tall, I felt like I had been there doing that exact same thing before, then I started to get shutter vision, I couldn't focus on anything but the tree in front of me without feeling like I was spinning. I put out my smoke and somehow made it inside to the bathroom and threw up till I had nothing left. Then I sat on the bathroom floor holding my head super confused about why I did that, why I got sick, if I should go back out in the living room with my bf and friend, where I was, how I got there. I was trying so hard to pull my head back together. After what felt like a life time I made my way to the couch and sat there in a ball with my eyes closed cause my vision was still very shaky and shuttering. In like 10 minutes I got sick again, then felt so much better, had a super headache but still. Collected and back to normal. I swore I hated K and would never do it again... did I hole?
Well anyway, that didn't sit very long. I've been doing it for the past few nights now and I found that my size, 30-40 mgs is very nice. I feel light and mellow, daze out a little, and get burst of energy. Just the other night I was laying in bed with my ex, I had been doing my little lines, spaced them out about 10-15 minutes at a time. Every time he got up to pee I'd lay out more. I started upping my mgs to about 60. I was laying in bed and felt really light so I rolled to my side cause I was going to reach for my water for the drip, I never got my water. I stopped and just zoned out to the music and felt like I was laying on a large rock at the edge of a waterfall surrounded by water. I was asking myself how I got there, if I really cared, if anyone was around. It was amazing, like I was there, like I could feel the wind, the mist, and the rock under me. Then I rolled over and I felt like I was in the woods laying down somewhere, my ex said the same (about the woods part) we have glowing stars on our ceiling....Anyway, I'm very under educated on this kinda stuff, if you can't tell... was that a hole? was it close? or is something like this weird?
Any kinda input at all would help a lot,
I'm going to TRY and hole tonight any suggestions?
