Tony Williams
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Hi,
I first got into stimulent drugs and research chemicals and I was always fairly careful in trying drugs - eg, when I first received 4-MMC I tried 1-10mg then 40mg then a dose of 150mg just to be safe and see how I reacted.
Anyway I tried weed a couple of times, never got the hang of it, then dosed JWH-018.
THIS IS ONE EXAMPLE OF HOW BEING CHEAP AND STUPID CAN KILL YOU.
I never did use 0.001, instead I did 50mg-100mg and devided into what I eyeballed as 5-10mg and drank in small amounts.
I remember the very first effects I got from it - I'd do a small amount every hr, then colours were bright and I was in the garden and JUST PANIC - I began tripping, I went into my bedroom after 5 minutes and watched Ideal and I had no attention span and at some points I was THIS [--] close to callling 999.
I had tried the stuff a few times all had been bad. - this stopped me wanting to ever use MJ or trips.
I eat some space cakes in the dam last year and it all came back - wasn't nice, when I got my after +6hr I had a heart rate of 200+
Sometimes - like when I use OxyContin and do too much - overdose hits and it's sorta like flashback to the exp. I have also experienced panic attacks since - where my heart randomly starts beating faster and I panic, sweat and my eyes dialate like on e's - even yesterday after hammering OC I experienced this for the first time in a while.
I guess, MJ/JWH may not be my thing but I am considering maybe I should go back and "face my fear"? I have some JWH-018 and hash - I was gunna try firecrackers/yogurt with 200-300mg hash?
I am always super para over overdosing - whenever I use some drugs I keep thinking it's JWH or some shit and it comes back - like I tried a low dose of MDPV at a club - never got much as I was doing >10mg till I came home, then after lying in bed, panic hit.
I used 2CI recently and had an alright time 15mg snorted over 1hr! so things are getting better.
Anyone experienced this? I know MJ, etc are fairly safe - I want this to be a lession for people playing with drugs that are dosed in the >50mg range
I first got into stimulent drugs and research chemicals and I was always fairly careful in trying drugs - eg, when I first received 4-MMC I tried 1-10mg then 40mg then a dose of 150mg just to be safe and see how I reacted.
Anyway I tried weed a couple of times, never got the hang of it, then dosed JWH-018.
THIS IS ONE EXAMPLE OF HOW BEING CHEAP AND STUPID CAN KILL YOU.
I never did use 0.001, instead I did 50mg-100mg and devided into what I eyeballed as 5-10mg and drank in small amounts.
I remember the very first effects I got from it - I'd do a small amount every hr, then colours were bright and I was in the garden and JUST PANIC - I began tripping, I went into my bedroom after 5 minutes and watched Ideal and I had no attention span and at some points I was THIS [--] close to callling 999.
I had tried the stuff a few times all had been bad. - this stopped me wanting to ever use MJ or trips.
I eat some space cakes in the dam last year and it all came back - wasn't nice, when I got my after +6hr I had a heart rate of 200+
Sometimes - like when I use OxyContin and do too much - overdose hits and it's sorta like flashback to the exp. I have also experienced panic attacks since - where my heart randomly starts beating faster and I panic, sweat and my eyes dialate like on e's - even yesterday after hammering OC I experienced this for the first time in a while.
I guess, MJ/JWH may not be my thing but I am considering maybe I should go back and "face my fear"? I have some JWH-018 and hash - I was gunna try firecrackers/yogurt with 200-300mg hash?
I am always super para over overdosing - whenever I use some drugs I keep thinking it's JWH or some shit and it comes back - like I tried a low dose of MDPV at a club - never got much as I was doing >10mg till I came home, then after lying in bed, panic hit.
I used 2CI recently and had an alright time 15mg snorted over 1hr! so things are getting better.
Anyone experienced this? I know MJ, etc are fairly safe - I want this to be a lession for people playing with drugs that are dosed in the >50mg range
