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(JWH 018)- Experienced- The battle between good and evil in my head

SimplyAshley20

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Ok. So. We all know that JWH 018 is now illegal. What I'm about to share was a couple of months back before it became illegal and it was readily available and one of the most easiest drugs to share with tons of other people for cheap.

To start off, my house is a party house. (WOO HOO! tons of fun all the time) This particular night we had a good amount of friends over, one of which had bought some JWH 018 which I had taken so many times before, and knew how to dose myself correctly.

I packed about 8-10mg in a pipe and hit it, except this time while I inhaled I felt the need to hold it in as LONG AS I POSSIBLY could which was about 12-15 seconds. I've never done that before. I don't know why I did it, but I wish I hadn't.

About 10 minutes after the hit I started to feel lightheaded and dizzy. Soon after I felt my heart start to race. My automatic thought was of my anxiety disorder. What was weird was I hadn't suffered from an anxiety attack for over a year.

I looked at my boyfriend with this look I give him to let him know that I was on the verge of flipping out. I said his name. At the time he was in a deep conversation with our friends. He looked at me, told me everything was going to be ok, smiled and returned to his conversation.

3 Minutes after he told me this I started to get more 'stoned' and anxious so I, what felt like, 'glided' to the bathroom. When inside the bathroom I for some STUPID reason locked the door. After I was finished with the bathroom on my way out I had a sudden need to sit. I couldn't be standing. I felt it was physically impossible to stand. So i took a seat in the chair located in the bathroom. The door was still locked.

5 minutes later I felt an intense 'drunk' feeling and couldn't keep my head up. My neck felt like there was no bone, just muscle and skin. I forced myself to lift my head.

I look up and find myself in a battlefield. One side of the field had black 'ghost like' figures and on the other side there were white 'ghost like' figures. All were equipped with shields and spears. The black ghost side wielded a flag with a demonic type symbol while the other side wielded a celtic 'pure type' symbol.
I found myself in the middle of the two sides. The battle begun and I soon found that I was able to use elemental magic to aid me in battle.

After about 10 minutes ( about 30 minutes after dose) I was slightly brought to light by a banging on the door. I was half still in battle and half in reality when I realized it was my boyfriend asking to open the door. I told him I didn't have enough mana (lol final fantasy players) to get up and unlock the door, that I needed to save my energy for this battle. He proceeded to speak to me pleading and begging to open the door. " I want to help you, Ashley." He told me.

It took me a solid 2 minutes to gather enough strength to lift myself from the chair and quickly grab the door knob so I wouldn't fall on the floor. I finally unlocked the door in which my boyfriend opened the door and I fell into his arms which bought me back to about 2/3 of reality. At least I wasn't battling anymore between the good and evil in my head. I never found out who won.

He took me to our room and laid me down on our bed where I proceeded to space out and babble random stuff and phrases for about 20 minutes. After that I was able to tell him everything, from which he was amazed.

He told me that when he went to get me from the bathroom he heard me say some weird non- english things which made him worry and then after he got me out when I was still not 'normal' he feared for my mental health and told me that he seriously thought I lost my mind. Shortly after explaining everything to him i was completely back to normal besides the horrid aftermath headache I had to suffer. In total the mind alteration lasted an hour.

Since then I didn't stop taking JWH 018. I slowed down a lot. Which in part took my tolerance down significantly until I completely stopped. I don't miss JWH 018. It's a cheap way to get 'stoned', but I think i'll stick with good old marijuana from now on. :)
 
Jwh-018 can be a very tricky chemical that needs to be respected. I had a bad experience on it one time and never smoked it again. Thanks for this report and everyone please be careful with this one as it can cause paranoid thought patterns not soon forgetten.
 
I'm from Russia, so I will use a translator from Google.
I want to tell what caused the multiple daily smoking 018-th.

!!! THIS MESSAGE NOT SPAM !!! THIS IS REPORT !!!

It happened in early 2010.
Briefly Background: I have been selling smoking mix, he met with Maxim, the seller jwh-018, flew to Moscow to meet with him agreed that he will send me a free powder, I make mixes and profit from their sale, we sawing in half.
We partner with the bandits took 220 thousand p. I took a 50 - to rent an apartment, buying a computer and a trip to Novosibirsk. He left his girlfriend, Alena, 20 thousand, bought the complex in 7500 and went to Novosibirsk to get the parcel of gunpowder.
I must say that I have for several months, every day, smoked their mixes. This provoked a psychosis. I realized that I can neither eat nor sleep. I could answer any question. I believed that life is infinite, that we - the gods. Next I will describe how everything happened.
I went into the last car of the train, so as not to go for a frost. On the way I came across a restaurant car and I decided to eat. I filed first and vodka. Then I noticed that the girl brings me food - vmaznnaya, that is, to prick. Just prick was even one guy who was running back and forth in a dirty robe and looked like a fireman.
The girl sat down beside him and I started talking to her. I have talked about the fact that life is infinite and we met in the center of an infinity sign. Just talking about that person - is God, the God within each of us and we will achieve in life everything you want.
- Here you kumari? - I ask.
- But somehow can not manage, - answered the girl.
- Well you see, do whatever you want, live-ugoray.
I left the restaurant 5000 and went to his car.
Rest of the way I slept.
Leaving the station, I approached a taxi driver and asked him to find me an apartment for 3 days.
He phoned a friend and arranged with her. As we drove down a street, we saw a burning car - an unforgettable sight. Arrived at the apartment, he rewrote my passport details, took the money and gave me the keys.
I asked him to take me to my favorite cafe in downtown Novosibirsk and said goodbye to him.
He went into the cafe, sat down at his favorite table in the corner, ordered Pu Erh and began to enjoy tea. Played nice music, I'm all smiling, it seemed that people know this secret, people realized that they - the gods and the life everlasting. That everyone - this is a game. I picked up a newspaper and began to read - it was written several articles on which I was in shock now and I do not remember, but then it seemed to me that the articles were written in the form of the game. I do not know how to explain it.
Then suddenly in my head came the idea how to earn $ 1 million. You just need an earthquake and broke his little finger, after having insured it for $ 1,000,000. I was happy. I wanted to give all the gifts and I went to a neighboring Euroset. Set up there own new touchscreen phone - installed ICQ, etc. And he made purchases at 338 000 p. It happened this way: count that's (pointing to 3-shelf cabinet with cameras), this is (the same thing, only with other goods) and so on. I do not have counted and recorded.
Coming out of the Euroset I went to the business center to look for an insurance company. Wandering along the BC and did not find an insurance company, I saw a door marked "Newspaper work there, went in and asked:
- Do you have a newspaper have a job?
What do I want the girl replied:
- Yes, we have a newspaper have a job. "
- I also have a newspaper have a job, and there is no way out - I said and pointed toward the closed door emergency exit, an enigmatic smile and walked away.
Coming back to the cafe, I realized that too far and now I will be for a terrorist. After 10 minutes far from the cafe stopped a police Bobik enabled flasher. The café appeared some two troubled man on the radio began to play James Bond theme. I called a friend and asked him:
- Jeka, you know that all of this game?
- Yes, - he said.
- To play? - I asked
- Come on - he said.
I gave him the address of a rented apartment and asked him to be there an hour later. Wrote on a piece of paper "I am not," put a reconciliation with his glass of vodka, covered all this publicity, "triangle", came out of the cafe and began to flee from persecution.
At some point I realized that not all so simple. In fact, the forces of evil know that I have learned a secret and now want to get my soul. This fear I have not experienced ever in my life. I also understood that the forces of evil - people with brown eyes, and a force for good - with light.
I went down in the subway, walking past police station said, as he came out of an element. I took the keys which were used to tag with the address, took the paper and ate it.
I began to zigzag through the city and play the role of a madman - raise your hands up and danced. Broke the phone, took Simka and chewed it. Wandered into some sort of detour. In front of me stopped the jeep and two drivers were something talk. I asked them - Take me there somehow. They gave me a voice replied: NO.
I went on. Playing the role of caretaker - collecting cigarette butts, and had offered in his pocket. Become delirious in a courtyard, I saw how out of the house goes grandmother. Shouted to her: do not close the door! Ran to the staircase, I vomited. I took off my jacket, which had a passport, turned it and threw in the garbage disposal. Then went outside and saw a black car, which was slowly approaching me. I also noticed another car in which sat a man and a woman. I walked over and looked into her eyes - blue! I jump into their car, saying that I was beaten and ask to take home, while tears flowed from my eyes, I naturally cried. Crying from fear. They took me to where I asked. Infiltrating into the entrance, I realized that the apartment, kotoryya I need - no. Frightened, I pulled out his keys, took off his gloves and, hiding it all in electrical control, began to call all the calls and ask me to call an ambulance, because I remember nothing.
After some time the bottom of the sound of footsteps and appeared three policemen. One with brown eyes began to search me, but I only found cigarette butts. They took me to the department. Head of the Department was with blue eyes. I sat down and howled. It seemed to me that Maxim, the same 018-th seller, must save me. Cops nothing from me and have called for an ambulance. 2 paramedics arrived. One with brown eyes, the other - with the blue. All the way to hospital brown-eyed beat me on the back and shouted in his ear:
- Remember! Remember!
Another, with blue eyes contrast comforted me.
I was taken to the hospital, did gastric lavage and released. I realized that the street is dangerous and not leave the hospital. Tried to call a taxi, I did not let the phone. I ventured out into the cold and naked. Approached the road, raised his hand and waited. Stopped a black jeep, in which sat a girl with a baby. I climbed into the front seat and asked the phone. The memory was only one phone - the phone mom. I called her and said that he was in the hospital, I do not remember what we talked about. Then I called a taxi and asked the machine to the 17 th hospital, at which the dispatcher told me:
- Taxi NO.
A girl asked me - can take back to the hospital? To which I said: Yes.
I went to the hospital, the nurse looked at me and said:
- Do not leave?
- No.
- Then let's go, perenochuesh here.
And he brought me to the second floor, to the department without a title.
There I was placed in a barred house, put on the binding and put a drip. After prokapali, I closed the iron gate and began.
It seemed to me that if I die come Friday. What's all the fault of my stubborn girl Anna. It seemed that she was with her mother here in the hospital, but could not overcome their stubbornness. Just seemed to me seven of my friends, including Maxim, but against us - 13. I yelled:
- Alena, because of your obstinacy, I'll die! Do you understand that I do not know when it's Friday! And until you come to me, it does not come!
I supported the voices of friends.
- Alain you have a banana in your ear! - I thought that after this she appeared in the ear a banana.
- And now you're crap! - It is crap, but come to me did not. I continued:
- A year has passed! Five years have passed! Friday has not come! A hundred years! It took three hundred years! Passed a million years! It took three hundred million years!
My body was cramping, I knew that I was dying. Then the lights came on and I realized that there was a Friday.
Nurses have come, they untied me and my wheelchair was taken into another room. Brought and placed between a man and a woman. The man was with a white beard and without the term. I knew it was God. Dark-eyed woman was a grandmother, she whispered something, and looked at me with piercing eyes. I realized that it was the devil.
I thought that I was experiencing, they want to make sure that I was not.
Then I was taken in the general ward. Dali's sneakers, which was written: 17 CPs. In the House there were young boys, one of them I have something communicated, it is something I was taught. At some point everything suddenly fell into bed and shut my eyes. I did the same thing. But curiosity got the better, I opened my eyes and saw a guy who was standing back to me and whispered something. He was with brown eyes. As I understand it, he wanted to teleport through spells, but could not. I began to run into him, I calmed down guys.
Next, I wandered through the office, but I was not allowed. I began to solve the quest - find a thing and shift it. Then I was herded into the ward, I lay on my bed and fell asleep. I woke up and saw over a complete drip. I got up, took a glass of water and poured it down the sink.
- Why did you pour the water? - I asked one of the men in the ward (there were two). And then he added:
- We made a mistake with you, Mihalich.
They lay on the bed and they put a dropper. I thought it was a major inveterate intelligence agents who failed to crack me and now they have put the deadly drug.
After leaving the hospital, I met Zheka. Rushed into his arms. It turned out that the nurse told him in what I hospital.
- Do you even know where you got - he asked. - From the hospital only two choices - to Durkee, and free.
It seemed to me that the past 300 million years, but those years were as one day - Thursday. It seemed that all drugs are legal, only alcohol was banned.
Arrived at the apartment, Jeka went to Kazakhstan, leaving me to Dennis. I went online, opened the mail, in which there were 7 letters and 13 letters of spam. Then I started doing mixes of tea with your phone. Put the tea into the box, put the phone. Flashing red light, I left the room, some time later heard a signal, I went - on the phone blinking green light. Mixes were prepared. Just seemed to me that I have a car - toion Marino. I looked out the window and saw her. Dan said to me - it's not your machine, I did not believe him. Looking out a bit later, I saw that she had swept away the snow. And still later, she left. I went outside and started to open all the machines in a row, searching for his. But after several unsuccessful attempts to return to the apartment.
Then came the three bandits with a gun and handcuffs. They put me in a jeep, locked handcuffs behind his back and started beating him. She was beaten about 5 hours as we drove up to a certain country house. There was I beaten with shock, where the money had been tortured. Then fastened with handcuffs to the battery, turned off the light and left. After a time there were two men who knocked up a plank beds and put me on it. Olympics on TV was, and when we won, I felt that the help is near. Then on TV I saw that he won a million dollars. Then again, there were bandits, dressed me in a clean and driven. Handed over to the entrance to the town mate, Artem, who drove me home.
My face was like one big bruise. At home, I waited for I will give one million. It seemed to me that my mother and brother hide the money from me, that I did not spend. I also drove that in my head nanochips.
I slept for two hours, woke up and turned on the TV, channel Vesti-24. I was told that I the owner of car UAZ Patriot with a serial number 000000001. I get to the brother, he told me - remains. I began to argue: "Today, the 17 th day, the sneakers in the hospital was written 17HP, this is what happens .. x nd Sec. Huh? And who persist? With a cat?
Then came the medics. Asked me about something, I answered. My brother told me - tell them about nanochips. And then I slept - told that I nanochips in the head. My mom got into an ambulance, which was number 7 and drove off. Arrived at the hospital did an x-ray of the head. Then he went to Durkee. I did not realize that this Durkee. I have drawn up and brought to the department.
One time I was in medical school and held practices in the 2 nd branch of the mental hospital № 12. It was in the office and brought me, but I did not realize then that. Orderly led me down the hall and then I saw a table laid and physicians with raised glasses of champagne. They greeted me. But when I walked past on their faces was a surprise, as they say, so we meet here with champagne, as he passes by? Besides, those were my doctor, which led to my practice, and even some doctors, who checked the health of the hospital.
Going into office, I got into the room doctor where she sat Elizaveta, which I met with champagne, but then I did not attach any importance to this. She began to ask questions that I did not understand. I said so - you're asking the wrong questions. All questions can be answered only yes or no. Potomm I was placed in the first, the House oversight. I've spent the copulation for about two weeks, I was locked in prison, handed down on the bed at night in the corridor, constantly beaten. I thought I was taught to subdue people with brown eyes. I came out of nadzorki and yelled at nurses with brown eyes: SIT! For he received blows to the body.
One nurse with brown eyes, Uncle Jack, and walked with an earphone in one ear and had a charismatic appearance. I thought he was out of GRU (Main Intelligence Directorate). Just one night, lying on the breedings I heard his voice on his ear sovey girls:
- Hello.
- Hi, - I said - see what we are taught - and became razvyazyvat mating circular hand movements. The next day I realized that she came at night to nurse. Mother was gone, and she remained in the body of Mabuza, who went as a girl and wrote a sitting position. I yelled at him:
- You fool! You are here can not be! Go!
Another was a glitch - it seemed to me to go out, you can either Nakuru, a pinprick morphine. I even ran into the bathroom and tried to catch the vial of morphine, which was washed with water in the toilet.
Also in nadzorke lay Serge Hanin, which medics were called "hanochka, on which I thought it was Maxim. I even asked him:
- Do Maxim?
To which he replied to me:
- Yes.
Then Andrei Vorobyov, we have balanced the toilet good and evil. He was on a horoscope scales. A good and evil - the yin and yang.
It seemed that everywhere camera that I met at the exit from the band and champagne.
The main doctor was with brown eyes, I thought I was forever closed to the hospital.
1,5 months I was taken in the general wards, but due to the fact that I was bursting at the door for those who had the key (and the keys were all nurses), I brought back. A week later, again withdrew. I kept thinking what a strange place? Out of the closet came out people who had not visited. One patient said to me:
- I Gala! Gala liana Leandro adanayya angel and Ello. I have two in one. Gala and an angel. I flew in a spaceship that crashed, we were spread out on the atoms and introduced into the body of a woman.
I believe in all this. A lot of what was there, just no longer remember. In general, I spent 2.5 months there, I was diagnosed with "schizophrenia", the code I do not know, do not say.
Treated flyuanksolom, triftazinom, haloperidol and chlorpromazine Cyclodol. Just put sibazon at night. Wanted to write on Wednesday, said that her mother take me, I spent the entire hour of sleep (2 hours) on the bed, waited for her mother, but she did not come. It turns out the doctor told her that I will write on Friday.
On Thursday, I ran away with the cleanup. I helped 2 guys, paying for my bus. At night I could not sleep and went to sleep only after my mother brought me a pill (flyuanksol, tsiklodol and weaving of chlorpromazine on the night.
Another half-year field discharge me every month, put haloperidol and gave truksal 3 times a day.
Now I do not take more than six months no pills, I feel good. There was also a depression that lasted for half a year and because of that I lay down again in the 2 nd Division, where I was appointed azaleptin 3 p. per day. I realized that I did not help and was discharged.
Here's a story here.
I still have in the hospital was a glitch - I in 2012, will become prime minister. I called Mr. Putin's hand and thought he was possessed by a nurse, who very successfully played the role of Putin.
Head. office called me Jesus Christ, and I myself thought so. It seemed that I healed all the department.
And Andrew Sparrow said to me:
- Christ! I've been waiting for you! You do not remember as I am for you on the cross povisel? You then walked on water, but I hung on the cross.
Likewise, when the department did Zhuzhin Kirill, head. Dep. said:
- You wanted to meet Christ? There he is, in the first chamber.
Cyril went behind me, I was at copulation. I started to say something to him, sorry can not remember what it was. He looked at me admiringly, and listened.
Yet there was one person who Marathon 6 days on methamphetamine, and the 6 th day he got out of the TV vampire level 20. He went for poppy seed, came back and threw a vampire poppy.
I also wanted to repair the bridge over the river, he was in very bad condition.
When I left the hospital on the bridge was repaired.
And here's what happened at the beginning of my madness. Found his post on bihae.
In general, this has been. When I returned from Moscow. I'll tell you.
Tickets were purchased in advance and I knew how many departures. Came to express for 3 hours before departure. Registered, ordered chaynichek boiling water, poured into it Puer and waited. I was pretty tired, because have not slept normally for several days and therefore invigorates Puer. Was bored and I decided to walk along the Domodedovo and buy gifts. On the second floor, I met a girl with her son. I do not know why, but I had a rush to ask the child - whether he is afraid to fly?
I tactfully asked the girl: "Can I ask?" and nodded at the kid. "It is not necessary," - replied my mother. "And you know what I wanted to ask?" "No." "Well, you're right - I said, and went on smiling.
Coming out at 48, I sat down and waited. People looked anxiously. Pereglyadvalis not smiling. And then the 48 output suitable mother and child, whom I met on the 2 nd floor.
I ran goosebumps. I turned right and saw the on-screen clip of Michael Jackson. Pee ... y, I thought. Then, read the news that scrolled were bottom of the screen. Each news article was a maximum of 20 words of ... After reading 5 news, I have found words such as "detained", "Falling", "Stop," "canceled," "forbidden," etc. I understand that of course will not fly anywhere, because aircraft will fall. And you would fly after that?
I dialed my mother, I ask - how are you? It is responsible - well. I - do not feel anything? It is - no. I tell her everything and say that will not fly. Plane crash. She told me - you drive, everything will be fine. I say - come true. Before landing 20 minutes, I'll go for a walk, then accomplish your goal. She - well.
I am in full ah.e, all wet with excitement going to the second floor and think, think, think.
In the end, come to the conclusion that if I do not fly - the plane crash. People die and all because of my snapping. I can not do that with them. If I die - I die anyway, so why be afraid? If you survive, then how can live after that? I never forgive myself.
Calm down completely, or almost entirely, and go into the bus. As we drove, I looked at people. They were very frightened, but several people spoke about the fear of flying and the fact that after all the aircraft - the safest transportation, thus reassuring himself.
When they got to the gangway, I went aboard one of the first. The place was - 12F. I love to fly from inside, so going into the plane - began to look where F and was overjoyed when he learned that a window seat. But reaching up to 12 places I stopped and soul went into the heel - the place had an emergency door. I sighed and sat down. Well, I think, what to be, not be avoided. But catastrophe can not be, because in my head a lot plans, whole life in my head. I completely calmed down, took the instructions to evacuate, and studied it. Parallel to this, Stewart and a flight attendant showed the rest how to act in an emergency.
Then she asked me - you can help, if something happens? Of course! - I answered, smiling. Would like to add that nothing can happen, but did not.
That's the whole story. Well the truth I still drove the crew and passengers, neatly in a closet in a smoke ventilation.
Alarm went off and I almost gave pi ... lei) Rather gave verbally and seized the passport. I calmed down and went to sleep.
The result was released a warning and told that if I violate at least one more rule, "Ural Airlines" transported me to be. I said that then I will not break any rules ever.
That's how proizosho my final rebirth and rethinking.
And yes, now I'll only fly "Ural Airlines", because I know - with them certainly did not happen.
So I was diagnosed with F20, whether it is true? Because this violation is due to synthetic tetrahydrocannabinoles ...
 
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