just writing blogs for fun, right!? yea, why not... ready!? go!

so, I am sitting here at work just bored w/ nothing to do. feeling pretty damn good today because I took 3G of Phenibut and 2400MG of Gabapentin; yea, its a gaba combo but it makes me feel fucking great; esp. w/ the 12MG of bupe that I take daily, but I dont even consider that a drug at this point based on my terrible dope habit of the past (past being only a few months, lol).

so, what else is there to do all day!? sometimes I wonder what the fuck do people do all day; yea, I am sitting here at work but I hate my job. I work in Software Sales and I fucking hate it; I just call "customers" all day and try to sell, sell and sell some more. It's just talking and talking and talking; probably why I used to love being, what we say in Boston, "jammmmmmmmmed" while doing this. but now even w/ the bupe, phenibut and gaba, I feel fucking great at work but still really DONT WANT TO WORK!

what else!? hmmmmmmm.. well, its kinda funny cuz nowadays that I am not spending $100+ a day on dope, I always have money in my bank account or in my pocket; its kinda weird. something that is nice but takes some time to get used to. imagine having money always!? what the fuck! what am I rich or something? lol

OK, thats it for now.. thanks for reading this.. if you even did at all.

IF YOU READ THIS, JUST COMMENT PLEASE, I WANT TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY READS THIS SHIT.

 

I love reading blogs. You've come a long way, Boston (read your previous blogs too) and I hope you are giving yourself some deep down credit for it.

 

yea, I give myself credit but I am still using a lot of "other" drugs which worries me and showed my addict tendencies.

I am just happy to FINALLY BE HAPPY and AWAY FROM DOPE! I am trying to figure out the other things in life now that bring me down; maybe now I can work on those and get away from all the negative that I feel surrounds me at time. the dope kept me deep down in a hole for a long time and for ONCE I can FINALLY PEAK MY HEAD OUT OF THAT HOLE!

 

Of course I'm following my fellow Massachusetts brother! Dude all that gabapentin doesn't give u brain zaps? That shit doesn't work out good for me at all. I remember some nazi shrink I saw exactly 1 time gave that shit to me in super high doses for my pancreatitis and dude I took it and laughed my ass off at how ineffective it was for that level of pain. She was a Puerto Rican neurologist so yeah she was self rightous as fuck. I guess she's the only one in her family that made it off the island so she felt she was the fuckin shit, lol. Anyway bro I just wanted to let u know I was following ur blog and shit, ttyl brother!