I dont want to trivialise how serious this is but I have to think as positive as logic allows, imagine the amount of rubbish that has gone down Hex's neck the last year, especially what may have included high potency NPS many of which have a high level of causticity so I would have thought that there would be a high risk of serious stomach lining damage including ulcers and other similar problems. As serious as these are they are completely treatable and its my hope that this the explanation of what is a worrying post, one that unfortunately has been on its way for a long time.
Im not here to judge tho still, I myself had a lucky escape myself last week due to underestimating the effect of high risk drug use. I have simply chosen not to share it on Bluelight as I want to try and avoid reporting anything apart from the most positive and risk averse drug experiences that I may got through in the future. I've realised my posts describing the riskier aspects of my drug behaviour go against the HR principles of BL, as you dont know what the minority of impressionable inexperienced members and lurkers may naively seen as 'normal' drug behaviour. I may not have moved passed high risk drug use yet, but its irresponsible for me to share those experiences any more. I am luck to have supportive IRL relationships with experienced and influential bluelight members, all of who are exerts in the problems I face and I they have and will continue to provide the first real support I've had from a peer in years. You people know who you are, and how much I love you for your acceptance.
I hope you get well soon Hex, Im sure the rest of EADD are rooting for your quick recovery as much as I am
Stee