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Just... Uninterested.

The whole world seems kind of delayed and slow right now. Like a lot of negative energy. It feels like the whole planet is trying to reverse. I shouldn't
say that. Prayers maybe for some positive energies.
Or it could be crustal displacement and we are all just feeling it.
I hope that you feel better too !
 
anhedonia is a common symptom especially if you've been abusing a lot of different drugs. I've had years like that. awful. rather feel bad than nothing :(
 
It's probably the most common and important symptom of depression honestly. In the daily struggle with depression, the most crushing feelings aren't of abject misery, it is a battle with utter futility and apathy.

Definitely try to do something new, reach out to friends or family, seek out therapy, whatever you can to relieve those feelings because they can definitely consume you if you're not careful.
 
It's normal to feel bored. Who knows. Maybe you have a depression condition, but we wouldn't be able to tell you that. Maybe bring it up the next time you see a doctor. Do you have meds that you take?
 
I hear you. Used to take a bunch myself. Judging on other posts, I'm pretty sure you know about your meds, but listing them might advise anything that might be causing this, or an absence of something that could target this. Do you take your meds regularly? I think that's the most important question thus far.
 
I take...
Lisinopril
buspar
desipramine
propranolol
tamsulosin
clonazepam
naltrexone
lithium
zolpidem
olanzapine
So... a good amount of medication.
 
That's a good amount.

No clozapine? You said you took it in other posts.

Looks like you're on a tricyclic antidepressant. Mostly an NRI. Wonder why. Must have tried others first, SSRIs...?

Naltrexone for what? Opioid addiction medicine.

The GABA PAMs you take could cause some depression too., mostly clonazepam.
 
I had to switch for Clozapine to Olanzapine because I couldn't make it to get my blood drawn every month. So, every month I would run out of my Clozapine for a week or two.

I'm allergic to SSRI's.

The Naltrexone is to reduce alcohol cravings.

I take Clonazepam for anxiety.
 
Oh shoot. You couldn't get yourself to the lab? Do you find olanzapine to work well compared to clozapine?

Badly allergic? To all of them?

So you had some drinking issues in the past?

I took it in the past, but it made me depressed.

Sorry for all the questions lol
 
Clozapine works way better than Olanzapine.

Yeh, I basically tried taking almost all SSRI's, but they all make me hallucinate 30 minutes after taking them.

Yeh, I get cravings for alcohol.
 
I hope that everyone is having a happy day today. It helps. And it makes everything better.

<3
 
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