just tonight?

[beanpoophead]

Smoking
Waiting, wondering…
Exhaling off my balcony
And how fucking dare i
Feel so god damn sophisticated
Cos im beautiful when you see me
But right now – im cold
Dirty, alone... so damn cold

Screwdrivers and cigarettes
Waiting and waiting…
Wishing upon stars that do not exist
And I wait some more
Staring downwards, seeing you laugh
Seeing you walk, seeing you walk on by
And if I knew you, maybe…
Just maybe I’d care

Flip my hair, blow a ring
Its ok, its ok babe
Don’t cry tonight
im alive, im awake, its ok…
hold me now, don’t hold me down
don’t let me go, cry those tears
just think, just think… just think about it
one last time, please just one last time

I can’t survive this long
I can’t go on
Im moving on
You know I have…
Its all been said, its all been done
So why not, once more?
In my untechnocolored world
Where im the star
And you’re the dream
And im awake
But I cannot breathe

Just tonight
Just tonight
Just let it be
tonight

 

[KaNdii kiSses]

I absolutely love this... I really enjoy your writing

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

me too... but you already know that poophead.

 

[beanpoophead]

why thank you guys!

i havent really had words lately. its been REALLY hard. i have limited computer access and my life has been completely crazy.

it REALLY means alot to have some positive feedback on this piece cos its the first one in a loooooong time

 

[cherub]

Loved it and I miss your writting.... I feel you so much on this......

Big hugs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!