yoUr bLiSS
Bluelighter
started as a casual thing.
"i'll call you with directions"
heart leaping into my throat for now he finally has my number... got directions from you the next day,
found the party...
20 miles of winding forest....
drank a little...
oh no! dropped a pill..
my heart says he'll play your song
make it amazing....
yes he spins it...yes i cry...
hourslater the sun comes up...
where have you been?
most people leave... oh but the party is just beginning...
i stay in search of something...
in your ghb induced haze of euphoria you speak of kissing me....
too stoned at the moment, i never quite caught on...
yet minutes later you are pawing all over others....
now i get it...
i want to be in your world...
sure i'll take a capful...
sure i'll do a bump...
anything to bring me closer to you..
1 hour later...
i spill my heart out upon your lap...
curled up and purring...
clutching for fear that you are not real..
confusion..aching...
where are you know???
i hear you are leaving...
walking on ground in a parallel universe..
(k tends to take you there)
i somehow make my way to your side..
as nonsense spews from my mouth
all i can focus on is the blue...
you know the blue i am referring too...
god help me...for i have fallen..
am i one in a million...
or just one of a million...
it depends on what day it is...
and as you leave...
i can still taste the salt of your bottom lip on my tongue...
---i guess this would truly only make sense to the person involved...god help me if he ever discovered bluelight....just some words that needed to come out....
"i'll call you with directions"
heart leaping into my throat for now he finally has my number... got directions from you the next day,
found the party...
20 miles of winding forest....
drank a little...
oh no! dropped a pill..
my heart says he'll play your song
make it amazing....
yes he spins it...yes i cry...
hourslater the sun comes up...
where have you been?
most people leave... oh but the party is just beginning...
i stay in search of something...
in your ghb induced haze of euphoria you speak of kissing me....
too stoned at the moment, i never quite caught on...
yet minutes later you are pawing all over others....
now i get it...
i want to be in your world...
sure i'll take a capful...
sure i'll do a bump...
anything to bring me closer to you..
1 hour later...
i spill my heart out upon your lap...
curled up and purring...
clutching for fear that you are not real..
confusion..aching...
where are you know???
i hear you are leaving...
walking on ground in a parallel universe..
(k tends to take you there)
i somehow make my way to your side..
as nonsense spews from my mouth
all i can focus on is the blue...
you know the blue i am referring too...
god help me...for i have fallen..
am i one in a million...
or just one of a million...
it depends on what day it is...
and as you leave...
i can still taste the salt of your bottom lip on my tongue...
---i guess this would truly only make sense to the person involved...god help me if he ever discovered bluelight....just some words that needed to come out....
