Ugh so originally was looking for help with a suboxone taper, except i went back to using. At this point im finally ready to quit. Ive been taking extremely small doses of subs for like 4 days now. Every morning i feel a tiny bit crappy, prolly isnt as bad as i trick myself into believing. Anyways, am i just prolonging the inevitable by taking the subs? Should I just man up and stop the suboxone? I WILL NOT go on maintenence. I dont care what anyone says..l get that it can help my brain recover, but Im (hopefully at least 1000% ready to quit) Im done going to ghetto everyday for a fix. Wondering when im going to get arrested, or robbed/shot. Anyways, this last run was thankfully short. 3 to 4 months, half bundle or less a day. I know i won't magically be cured so i plan on networking, going to meeting, playing music again, exercising.
Anyways, back to my original question...am i just proloning everything, or has the few days ive used the subs helped? Should i stop taking them? I literally have not taken any more than 3 to 4 mg in the span of 4 days now.
Any info would be greatly appreciated
