Opioids Just overdosed for the first time while smoking pure fentanyl

[tyler5]

so this is what You guys call OD?

Over here, OD means that there is a toe tag on you for a day or two-three now and people are preparing your funeral already.

When i used 3-MF (3-methylfentanyl) for about 2 yrs (a little less 1.8 yrs, lets say) i had so many "OD's", i actually have NO idea how many but i'd say 50 EASILY. i mean when i was a virgin i would OD 3-5 times an evening and wake up on the floor or on the keyboard or wherever and 90% i'd be all alone (i live alone).
When other junkies were with me, they also described that I was not breathing turning blue blabla and then just wham! (its a good band!) i came out of it myself. Never needed no naloxone, no other shit.
Guess I never OD'd in the REAL SENSE!
What You guys are describing, to me, and everyone that lives in this shithole of a country and MUST use 3-MF if they wanna use ANY opiate (except methadone or bupe) with me, we call it, taking too much. Nobody EVER says "wow man I OD'd 30 mins ago". that would sound like he was pissing on all the dead friends of us who REALLY DID OD. i dunno, maybe its the general language difference but both estonians and russians NEVER say they OD'd when all they did was use too much and wake up by themselves or with the help of a few kicks in the face.

You wake yourself up from Your OD, go have a look in the mirror, yes your blue, but it goes away with 5 mins and its not DEADLY BLUE, its like somene put on blue mascara on you, sorry for the lame joke.

but thats what you get with FENTANYL 3-METHYLFENTANYL or ANY of the FENTANYL's.

edit: seems like another stupid rich kid with his football player brother whos all clean and shit except the steroids and child porn on his computer and then "MY cleaner" (from the Dominican Rep. or Ecuador or wherever right..doesnt matter..) in the NY 'burbs "ODing on fent".
i feel sick. sorry you didnt REALLY OD.


reason: people like you really DO give Bluelight a bad name.

 

[bloodshed344]

so this is what You guys call OD?

Over here, OD means that there is a toe tag on you for a day or two-three now and people are preparing your funeral already.

When i used 3-MF (3-methylfentanyl) for about 2 yrs (a little less 1.8 yrs, lets say) i had so many "OD's", i actually have NO idea how many but i'd say 50 EASILY. i mean when i was a virgin i would OD 3-5 times an evening and wake up on the floor or on the keyboard or wherever and 90% i'd be all alone (i live alone).
When other junkies were with me, they also described that I was not breathing turning blue blabla and then just wham! (its a good band!) i came out of it myself. Never needed no naloxone, no other shit.
Guess I never OD'd in the REAL SENSE!
What You guys are describing, to me, and everyone that lives in this shithole of a country and MUST use 3-MF if they wanna use ANY opiate (except methadone or bupe) with me, we call it, taking too much. Nobody EVER says "wow man I OD'd 30 mins ago". that would sound like he was pissing on all the dead friends of us who REALLY DID OD. i dunno, maybe its the general language difference but both estonians and russians NEVER say they OD'd when all they did was use too much and wake up by themselves or with the help of a few kicks in the face.

You wake yourself up from Your OD, go have a look in the mirror, yes your blue, but it goes away with 5 mins and its not DEADLY BLUE, its like somene put on blue mascara on you, sorry for the lame joke.

but thats what you get with FENTANYL 3-METHYLFENTANYL or ANY of the FENTANYL's.

edit: seems like another stupid rich kid with his football player brother whos all clean and shit except the steroids and child porn on his computer and then "MY cleaner" (from the Dominican Rep. or Ecuador or wherever right..doesnt matter..) in the NY 'burbs "ODing on fent".
i feel sick. sorry you didnt REALLY OD.


reason: people like you really DO give Bluelight a bad name.

Don't dicksize about ODing, and type paragraphs about nothing.

 

[Master_Khan]

"Don't dicksize about ODing, "

That is the most perfectly succinct response I have ever seen on one of these forums. I am always trying to learn how to say more with fewer words and bloodshed you are a master. Kudos.

As far as the rest of the thread, it brings to mind why it is good to have boundaries that you have determined to NEVER cross. It seems that young people today are much more determined to 'try everything' at least once. Is it a death wish on the part of some? Is it just that everything has been demystified because of the internet and the ability to read message boards like this and take part in the shared intelligence of the entire generation? When I was young we smoked grass and did psychedelics but all that other shit was inside the barbed wire fence and you just knew if you went in there you might not come out. Needles and heavy narcotics like fentanyl are good things to never do; wtf is so difficult to understand about this? Seriously if you are inside that barbed wire fence and have a moment of clarity and realize where the hell you are, get out now. Period.

 

[deidara]

so this is what You guys call OD?

Over here, OD means that there is a toe tag on you for a day or two-three now and people are preparing your funeral already.

OD means overdose, When you take more than an actual realistic dose. So sounds like you've ODed loads of times. There are different levels of overdosing, ranging from waking up on the floor to being dead. And why would you wanna make someone feel like shit when they just went through something so traumatic? We're glad he's NOT dead.

 

[tyler5]

i apologize for sizing my dick
to us OD means death. the thing that happened to You and happens to fentanyl users daily (over here, at 59N, at least) is called ...how do i say it to youse guys...having too good of a time..there IS a one word expression for this of course but i have no idea or dont at this given moment know/remember it.
all i know is OD - overdose - means the person is DEAD.
overdose doesnt mean that paramedics come and give you naloxone and then you walk 10 yards to your friend to buy 10 bags to get that awful w/d away that naloxone causes. and then You IV those 10 fentanyl bags. paramedics usually give the one who was having too good of a time and needed help from our friends, paramedics, lots of clean needles and stuff.
we dont have no fancy filters or stuff like that because it is assumed when you IV something its already clean.
Scandinavian countries where the #1 drug is bupe IV (after 40-50 years of amphetamine IV being #1) there are appearing filters in needle exchanges and apothecas (dedicated medicine stores or "drug stores") LMAO - drug store, thats so effin hilarious to us. heroin has been in my counry from summer of 1999 to winter of 2002. from then on its ONLY 3-MF (3-methylfentanyl). how do we know? the police tells us, the doctors tells us, the statistics tell us. reality tv, drug cops talking, they say they cant rememeber the last time they saw heroin and MOST of them have NEVER seen it cause they havent worked for the drug police or drug squad or whatever or in the police for SO long. Heroin left Feb. 2002 and same day fentanyl came and about 6-7pm when usual junkies go get their fix from their dealer, massive OD calls started coming in. when the medics arrived, all they could do was pronounce death and tht was that. problem was, most of the dealers probably DID tell their clients that this is NEW VERY VERY VERY POWERFUL SHIT and it should last you 10 shots and that in a week the same amount is gonna cost 10x more. its just a "gift" from the chechens (who run drugs in russia from kaliningrad to magadan) just like certain people are in charge of women from one end of motherland to the other. and below him are soldiers. anyway, most of the junkies of course thought, yeahyeah, nice if its good, ill just IV the same dose and if it REALLY is that good, i may go score another dose. none of them scored another dose. ever.
the only ones who stayed alive were the ones who had a REAL good friend for a dealer or were smart themselves cause when you hear fentanyl or white chinese (in russian) then that means it is not heroin but pure chemical like amphetamine. and its POWERFUL. the first night, depending on the source, 60-90 people died in the capital (400k ppl), lots of others in small cities and towns and so on. in 2004 same shit happened with illegal vodka, it wasnt ethanol it was methanol. i dont remember how many people turned blind or died or whatever the fuck happens if you drink that shit. but anyway, coming back to the night 3-mf came, the real number is more like 200-400, its just that most addicts can not be counted cause they live in coridors of 9/17/24 story tower blocks and they wont be found before the house decides to replace its roof because they climb up from the last story into a little place which actally can be opened with a key but if you are very skinny you can press yourself through and its a small room between the rooftop and the last story where a NY-style fire escape takes you to that room (only the "fire escape" is a normal ladder and you need a key to open the door to the "little room". i just said it reminds me of a ny fire escape because its about exactly as wide and same but it takes you up to the roof of a soviet building not up/down a N.Y. fire escape.
so, anyway, nobody found them before summer came and the ppl living on the last floors could not tolerate the smell anymore so they sent the man in charge of such things to go check it out (the man with the key) and usually he found 6-7 bodies in a room thats 6-7 m2/~75sqft.
but during the winter, it took a week or even less among the ALL the junkies for the word to spread and the first two nights with 70-90 "official" OD's...in the end of the week, it was back o the usual ~10 OD's during the whole day. usually fentanyl, still but often fentanyl and just a 0.5mg xanax and that Ljoha was gone. those were the times. now the fentanyl is shit, only ones using it are the ones who cant quit cause their so addicted to their same friends, the needle, the same thing every day, the same lifestyle etc.
everyone else went and got on methadone back in 2006-2007.
all the users now, are the ones who are either total veterans i.e. users before 1999 or the ones who have started recently, smoking it with friends for fun etc. and then try the needle for fun and then its on..like anywhere in the world.

 

[missmeyet?]

I don't know why you felt the need to post that a second time or why you think I haven't learnt from this experience.

Personally I couldn't give two fucks that I am 'making you look bad'. I made this thread with the hopes that somebody might choose not to do what I did because it was extremely stupid and irresponsible, and not only nearly killed me but put my brother in an awful position that was no fault of his own. If one person happens to read this and re-evaluates his decision to use fentanyl then posting this thread was worthwhile.

I didn't think that you had "learnt" from it from the way you were still talking about it. And I did not say you were making me personally look bad and that is absolutely fine if you dont give a fuck, no hurt feelings here. My point was it is dumbasses who think they know more than everyone else, that ask a question and still do what they want and use so irresponsibly (several BLers and mods in your other thread that you had going about the same incident just before told you that you would be asking for an overdose--and you did) that cause so many problems in the media and all for anyone who is a user. Not everyone who uses does so so stupidly.

To each their own.

 

[Halif]

Hi Tyler

From your posts I gather that you feel people are describing/complaining about things which to you don't seem very serious. I guess you have had a hard life and that you feel your lot in life in unfair. There are some interesting and disturbing details in your post about your experiences. Unfortunately, the attack on the OP and general aggressive tone -

edit: seems like another stupid rich kid with his football player brother whos all clean and shit except the steroids and child porn on his computer and then "MY cleaner" (from the Dominican Rep. or Ecuador or wherever right..doesnt matter..) in the NY 'burbs "ODing on fent".
i feel sick. sorry you didnt REALLY OD.

- makes it hard to access the info you've written because making heavy judgements loaded with stereotypes and assumptions immediately turns people away.

I'm not really sure why you said this:

reason: people like you really DO give Bluelight a bad name.

 

[BlueberryfishY]

I overdosed on fent twice this last week by stupidly taking 5mg's at once, couldnt hold food down, could hardly move, LOTS of puking itching like crazy and sweating like crazy.

i ended up staying up all night i was afraid to sleep, but i would nod off and on so i got some sleep

 

[tyler5]

i actually feel bad for judging this kid (who probably IS from the U.S. of A NY/NJ burbs from a middle-high income family) and yet he feels his life is such shit that he has to fuck with the worst opiate when he lives in the best city in the world where EVERYTHING is available. not shitty black tar but GOOD heroin, good pills, everything man, best weed is a phone call away. why kill yourself when you have money and so many good drugs at your disposal, thats what i dont understand :S
i live in a place where there is ONLY 3-METHYLFENTANYL/EURO AMPHETAMINE (which is like 1g to the vein for a beginner and you get a bellringer, meaning its pretty much shit). of course, weed is available. NO PILLS. benzos only from doctors but last years only less and less doctors are prescribing them so they are not available not even on the streeets.
thankfully i get them from out of country and can deal with my 15-20mg xanax/day addiction. i just have this overcoming need to dull myself so since i quit 3-mf and am on methadone now (120mg/day), i take 15-20 xanax to enjoy the methadone a little. of course i use different benzos, about 10-12 altogether, because i like hypnotics the best like midazolam (which you can IV), temazepam, brotizolam, nimetazepam, flunitrazepam - i can get all these hypnotics. when i take them, i of course dont take too much cause ive woken up plenty of times in a place i dont remember being last so i've OD'd plenty of times on methadone+benzos in Your language, yet i always wake up and live my shitty life and go 3x a week to get my methadone and send money to another country to get packs of benzos. if i didnt have these, i doubt i'd be alive anymore or i'd drink 2-3 litres of vodka all day every day (like our dear neighbors, russians, only they drink the 2l bottle after a day of hard work so its basically 7pm-11pm 2L bottle of cheap vodka and they wake 7am with the worst feeling and go back to their mines or big cold siberian factories etc to earn money to buy vodka.
the ones who live in european russia cant allow vodka every day because they wouldnt have enough money to live there if they drank every day because EVERY russian wants to escape siberia and get as close to moscow or st. pete as they can.
or novosibirsk, perm - any other BIG city with 1-2 million people where you have a chance to get a NORMAL job. thats the life of our neighbors. VERY VERY different from ours, our life is like in dubai compared to them, but the drug life is shit compared to russia where you have afghan heroin etc. available. the closer you are to the kazakhztan border, the more pure and cheap the heroin is and it is comng STRAIGHT from afghanistan through tajik mountains, then through kazakh and then it enters russia. as ive come to understand, russians are right now number one afghan heroin users in the world. cause u.s. has black tar, a little bit of golden triangle asian heroin and then afghan but russian has 101% only afghan.
so the war they went to wage with afghans from 80-89, they got their wish - NOBODY can conquer afganistan and if you try, you will suffer in hell for all your life. as soon as soldiers began returning from afganistan, poppies came with them.
with time, heroin wasnt anymore made in other countries, afghans started making it themselves and sell it themselves.
so from the poppy to the refined heroin - all in one country i dont even wanna know how much more richer these guys are than these shitty arab sheiks with their oil money ROFLMAO

 

[eddy1337]

Anyone have an idea how to smoke fentanyl safely? I got around 20mg i want to get the most out of.. I am VERY carefull, wash my hands everytime i have touched the bag i got it in.. So what would be the best way to smoke it?

 

[somnilicious]

Tyler5-cause u.s. has black tar, a little bit of golden triangle asian heroin and then afghan but russian has 101% only afghan.

Most of the powder heroin in the U.S is powder grown and processed in Columbia but that is irrelevant. Whether you are a rich suburban junkie or a poverty stricken inner city kid it doesn't make the dangers of powerful opiods any less real. If you stop breathing after use or have to be brought back with narcan than you overdosed and could very well have died. We are arguing semantics but I don't think that there are many people anywhere in the world who would not consider this to be true. Maybe the goal of your use Tyler5 is to turn blue and stop breathing but if it is not than I think we can safely say you have taken more than intended i.e. "overdosed".

I hope you have learned from the experience O.P. I believe you have and I just wanted to say I am glad you survived your overdose and are still with us.

 

[pbuilder]

Tyler5, it sounds like you should consider rehab. I mean , wall of text posts about everything and nothing, with the moral of the story being you love drugs a lot.

Did you really brag about ODing 50 times where you wake up blue faced?

 

[Zerrr]

afaik, when someone dies it's called a fatal dose..

 

[COOL P]

I am wondering what is better - Fentanyl Patches or plain Fentanyl Powder? I am trying to decide which is safer and which is easier to obtain in the Philly area.

 

[mtop2036]

TYLER this is addressed to your last message
To long to quote whole thingre

You gotta realize yes there is a lot available in the us that other places don't have. But that only brings greed. Material possions.

My point not to many people have started addictedions for the hell of it.....just like you I assume. Most start because of emotional trauma manipulation wanting to fit in abuse tape etc. While Usa may have a lot we sure don't have family values anymore.

 

[Rybee]

Don't dicksize about ODing.

bloodshed344 you've just made me reverse-snort lemonade out of my nose at that comment, love it!

On the note of OD'ing and what it means from place to place differs. To me, an OD is simply taking an amount of a substance that either causes death, or would lead to death, if it were not for medical intervention.

But who cares, the only thing that matters is that Fentanyl is something absolutely not to be messed with unless you know exactly what you are doing. For anyone who's reading this and never tried it but is thinking of it, I sincerely plead with you to read up as much as you can about it and to be with someone when you first try it.

I used to use MS Contin for chronic pain but my doc changed me to Fent patches for various reasons. I was a little ignorant to just how potent it was, underestimated it, and ended up in A&E having overdosed on it by accidentally miscalculating my dose. Thankful for Naloxone. Thankful for the doctors that I honestly believe saved my life. Could've been so tragic.

Really something that is not to be messed with unless you really know what you're doing.

Much love

 

[RDP89]

Yeah but still overdose means taking too much.....it's the same thing. Taking more than intended to get high and passing out that's od'ing. Whether you think it is or not, it is. It's not pissing on anyone to say you overdosed. And I've known plenty of people who did end up in the morgue form drug overdoses.