xkon
Greenlighter
I am new here and new to Colorado.I have not been able to get into a doc, due to they are backed up, or dont take new patients or whatever... I have been on pain meds for over 17yrs. I have learned all the lessons of mis using and after YEARS of trial and alot of error , I dont screw up and run out. I have all my records and even most recent mri done in jan. 2014. I dont have medical insurance yet but have found that here in Colorado, it does not really help. So I am not new to drugs and have made a living from growing over thew past 5 years. I have ran out of meds soooo many times in the past that I have tried it all. I can manage my meds when I have them but when I am out , my life is shit. I am sick of going through dtox and have decided long ago that I will be on something for pain ,for the rest of my days. So even when I have had to ,Heroin has got me through till I got a doc or a refill. I know my tolerance is VERY high and that makes my keeping well a bit expensive, but i work hard and pay my own way in life. So I am reaching out here by looking for any advise for someone who knows what long term chronic pain management woes are like. I do not want any scams or bullshit, just some one who might have some good advise. THANX

