I am new to this site too. I have been reading off this site for a couple months on how people kicked the narc habit and I tried it and was successful. I am actually proud of myself. I am hoping I now can stay clean. I live in an area where everyone does them which complicates things a bit but I am going to try and stay strong. It has been a week and I feel like I can conquer the world. I am so glad I found this site.
Hehe, Great name lol!
I's probably wanted to ask you for your username and you answered already. If you wouldn't mention in your post nobody would be able to solve this mystery.
Anyway, Welcome to Bluelight.