Just how cunted are you?
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Frumious Bandersnatch
^i thought you were tryin to lay off it a bit dude?
Sandbag
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Yeah...I was stupid relapsed for one night; but then and cornered myself into going for another day since I work weekdays and would be dysfunctional w/o it after I've already had all night kick. What's worse is I haven't been able to get to sleep tonight now either since I shot my last quarter at like 11pm and I will probably be forced to decide to call in sick to work or go pick up another g in about 4-5hrs.
Ohwell, at least I stopped by the needle exchange so I've got a full kit atm. First day I was using the same 1/2cc 30g rig over and over...that little fucker hurt by the time I headed to the exchange Wed. morning and got 15 1cc 27g rigs, 2 bottles sterile water, cooker, nice rubber tie, and a bag of cotton filters.
If I keep it up tomorrow I'm going to need to switch arms though; I've been hitting the same fucking vein (favorite site...you could hit it in the dark while wasted) over and over since 4-20 when I got some dilaudids, then earlier this week with MDMA, and now with meth. So if I want to be able to lift my left arm at the end of tomorrow it's time to rotate. =P
I'm not cunted in the traditional sense...but I'm comin' down hard and it's got me all fucked up psychologically atm. Just need to keep some level of control over things so I don't end up scoring some more dillies or heroin and then going through the weekend speedball style. I've been known to do stupid shit like that in the past and I blow off my responsibilities while I'm at it... =/
Ohwell, at least I stopped by the needle exchange so I've got a full kit atm. First day I was using the same 1/2cc 30g rig over and over...that little fucker hurt by the time I headed to the exchange Wed. morning and got 15 1cc 27g rigs, 2 bottles sterile water, cooker, nice rubber tie, and a bag of cotton filters.
If I keep it up tomorrow I'm going to need to switch arms though; I've been hitting the same fucking vein (favorite site...you could hit it in the dark while wasted) over and over since 4-20 when I got some dilaudids, then earlier this week with MDMA, and now with meth. So if I want to be able to lift my left arm at the end of tomorrow it's time to rotate. =P
I'm not cunted in the traditional sense...but I'm comin' down hard and it's got me all fucked up psychologically atm. Just need to keep some level of control over things so I don't end up scoring some more dillies or heroin and then going through the weekend speedball style. I've been known to do stupid shit like that in the past and I blow off my responsibilities while I'm at it... =/
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High as a donkey on nice pollen listening to van morrison. :D
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