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Just had my first psychedelic experience yesterday :)

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As I am currently living in Amsterdam by myself I decided to try some psilocybin truffles (of the Mexicana variety, I believe that people call them Philosopher's Stones...). I purchased 10 grams from the smartshop underneath my house and, at around 8pm, I ate the contents of the little box they were contained in. The taste was weirdly similar to watermelon at the start (yeah I know it sounds weird but that is the best way I can think of describing it), although later on through my munching of these it started to get more and more nutty.
I finished eating all the truffles and then proceeded to brush my teeth well as I had heard that sometimes having some remnants of the truffles between your teeth could spur nausea during the trip, then I smoked half a joint and chilled a bit.
Around 15min later I decided to go down for a cigarette/short walk, I have this bench on the canal in front of my house and I sit there often in the evening for a smoke and by the time I arrived there I had a crazy surge in euphoria (it was as if I was shaking like a maniac from the cold but I wasn't cold and I felt super happy and energized, extremely ready for what was about to come). I finished smoking and then I came back in and laid down on my bed in pretty much darkness and turned on my laptop, playing some nice music.
From this point on I really can't find the right words to explain what was going on properly, so all I am going to say is that it was probably one of the most enlightening evenings of my life and the visuals were orgasmic. Also, on the come up you yawn sooo much.

So yeah I am sorry that I am unable to provide a more detailed description of the experience but in my opinion my words wouldn't do it justice; all I can say is it was amazing and mind-opening. I believe that for some brief moments last night I actually experienced enlightenment.

P.S. On the comedown I finished the joint (which I realized makes you experience another, smaller come up and peak: but obviously this peak lasts a lot less than the original one) and watched "Waking Life"...I recommend that as well as it will blow your mind if you are still shrooming, I actually believed that what they were saying in that movie was directed at me and I had a weird telepathy with what was going on onscreen ahah.
 
Sounds like a generally good first time, albeit alone. Friends first time was similar. He had a small dose and was surprised at how it affected him. He liked it, tried a moderate dose later, and it was consummated.
 
Yeah I am thinking that maybe it would have been even better if I was with a friend, but unfortunately I have just moved here and I have yet to make friends. I was worried that this might have made me feel lonely during the trip, but for some reason it didn't in any way, I felt connected with the universe and even when I went out on my balcony at 1:30 am to have a last cigarette before bed I felt as if the trees (and especially this green bug on my window) were keeping me company and that I wasn't alone. Problem is that as soon as I woke up an hour ago this morning I had a sense of loneliness (even now a bit) and a bit of depression too, but that is probably linked to the fact that it is cloudy and cold today, juxtaposed with the warmth and sunniness that was present yesterday. As you can tell I am extremely weather dependent ahah. I am looking forward to trying a stronger type of truffle next time I trip, probably gonna be at some point next week and I am going to go for the moderate strength one this time which I believe to be the psilocybe tampanensis. How long do you reckon tolerance lasts? As I would not want to jump into another trip too soon and waste it due to a heightened tolerance caused by yesterday's consumption.
 
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