just don't get benzos....

[Benzo-messiah]

I'm just experiencing strong, nice euphoria on 4mg of Xanax. It's not like the superintense opiate euphopria when everything, like just moving your hand feels wonderfull. But it's still noticably strong, and most all of reeeeaally enjoyable.
Now it's time to take out the bong and some kind bud...
EDIT: shitloads typos, those damn benzos...
EDIT: typos in the edit befor, hah
[ 31 October 2002: Message edited by: Benzo-messiah ]
[ 31 October 2002: Message edited by: Benzo-messiah ]

 

[bloodliketheatlantic]

well, 5 days later after eating the roofies i mentioned in the start of this thread, i've eaten almost 25 of them. i haven't felt like i'm fucked up and no one has been able to tell i've been taking them, but i DO have considerable memory loss. i haven't been able to keep straight what event on what day, and stuff like that.
i was also possibly fucked over on $800 this week and it's not stressing me out nearly as much as it usually would.
so maybe there is something to benzos =)
p.s. why does hitting [esc] erase an entire thread when you're in the middle of writing?

 

[bloodliketheatlantic]

also, when i'm on uppers i NEVER tweak like everyone else. they make me chill as hell and i can just sit there for hours. btw, the ONLY upper i like is meth but i gotta try that 4-mar still before i can conclude with ONLY
BUT the weird thing is these roofies are making me tweak like mad. other benzos never have done this, but i haven't really been affected at all by other ones. but this whole week i've been all sedated running around my apartment cleaning and organizing the whole place.
anyone else backwards like this?

 

[badjessejames]

I'm with you forsure...... I'd rather take jello as a rec drug over benzos...
GHB however, is my favorite drug......
It's been a long affair and what I found out about benzos through GHB is that....when you run out of G after a few months of 24/7 use....a benzo is HEAVEN.
On a side note.....I used to eat alot of different benzos hoping they would eventually work...after a very short amount of time I'd get FUCKING CRABBY!!!!! No withdrawl or even a want for more of the drug....just a baddddd mood for about the last week or two after I quit benzo binging.... Whatever
G is where it's at~~

 

[bloodliketheatlantic]

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
ya! almost a depressive, pathetic feeling! and the sleepiness that comes w/ it almost feels as bad a benadryl/etc sleepiness! (not nearly as bad) but just not good...
falling asleep on G, as long as you've found your perfect dose, is heavenly...
goddamn the recent gbl bust! and i had no idea ordering from the "european" supplier was the same as pelchat...that mother fucker. gave me a quite a scare for a few weeks there. need a new G source QUICKLY.