Just a rant from a drug feen

I'm feeling pretty annoyed at the moment. Me and drug_wench (she doesn't mind me writing about this) had a deal set up with a dealer who I've known and been friends with for nearly 2 years. We were only after a small amount of crystal - a quarter-gram between us, every fortnight, as we'd promised each other. We're trying to reduce our intake. Anyway, this dealer has never once let me down, but now, just as we have the money ready, he doesn't answer my texts. I've sent quite a few, and there's been no response whatsoever.

This is what I HATE about scoring drugs. No matter how friendly and how reliable the dealer is, there's always the possibility that things can go wrong. He's a good guy who wouldn't deliberately mess us around, so I'm guessing he's either in the midst of withdrawals (he's a very heavy user himself), he's sick in hospital, he's out of credit on his cell phone till dole day (the most likely option), or he's been busted again (which I doubt, cos I would have heard about it). I hate this uncertainly. I just wish I knew what was happening!

 

I know exactly how frustrating that sort of thing can be. I know this is not only pretty obvious advice but also the kind of the thing that's easier said than done, but the best thing to do in these kinds of situations is to distract yourself with something else (for myself, I try to play a video game or listen to music or watch a movie among other things). This took me a long time to get any good at (especially since I go into heroin withdrawal if I can't score for whatever reason) because I would fear that if I took my mind off of getting that drug or getting ahold of that dealer, I would miss what might be my only opportunity whenever it does come around. Usually this is nonsense because if your dealer is even remotely serious about his business, he is going to either get back in touch with you as soon as he can or at least be back to answering his phone or whatever, so that he can continue to make his money. In the meantime, at least you're not driving yourself crazy with cravings and/or hypothetical scenarios (maybe so-and-so fell asleep or maybe they got in a wreck or maybe there was a family thing that came up, etc.) and if you're lucky you might convince yourself you didn't need those drugs to have a good time after all ;-)

I try not to get my hopes up when dealing with somewhat unreliable people such as some random middle man or a flaky/lazy friend. In many cases, these people will simply decide hooking you up is more trouble than it's worth and will ignore you until the next day or so and make up some BS story about how he lost his phone or whatever. But you said you've had good experiences with this person in the past as far as the dude being reliable, so I wouldn't get too worked up since the worst that will probably happen is you might have to wait until tomorrow to score.

Anyways, good luck and be safe

 

wise words - thanks for that (from both of us!)
cos im pretty pissed bout it too.....even just the idea of the taste of methamphetamine right now wud b nice!

im only just getting used to this cos i hav always had reliable sources (as in, ive always gone thru a friend whos gangster bf is involved in dealing/cooking and as soon as i meet them - shed ring me evry night - shed offer me sum and id get it cheap, or IVE bn the cook/dealer MYSELF lol....tho the second hasnt bn for a gd few yrs)
Sweet_P has never usually encountered this either - shes just recently erased a lot of contacts, and the other 2 who actually cooked it themselves hav gone to jail.....this guy used to cook it but he got caught for possession and has to lay low for awhile but had agreed to b our middle man (and had bn for Sweet_P in the past so we thought thered b no issue)

i hope the worst that will happen is that we might hav to wait until tomorrow to score (hell hav credit on his phone then, anyway....) cos ive got to get back home, at the latest, that night!
luckily Sweet_P is coming home wiv me, so we can feen together and i wont get too depressed, as i can get wen i dont hav any meth plus im alone....and then if the guy gets back to her while were at my place, well just drive back down to her city and score of him/smoke him up to say 'thanks' (after all, we want him to stay being our middle man - he does hav gd stuff!)

 

haha, right on. y'all have a good night.

man i want to go to new zealand someday. it's so damn beautiful. what's the drug scene like in your city/town? obviously meth is around but is it easy/difficult to get, say, heroin or coke or ecstacy, etc? Don't bother including weed in the answer, as it's only slightly harder to get than a pack of cigarettes no matter where you are on planet earth. ;

 

^ Most drugs are available in NZ, but it really depends on your contacts and which town/city you're in. Also, prices are VERY high. If you're an American, you'll be shocked at how much we have to pay for them! But the quality is usually real good. After weed, meth is the most common drug around. Ecstasy is also pretty easy to find in the cities. Heroin and coke are available, but they're super expensive, and you have to know the right people to get them (i.e. gangs, importers, big-time dealers, etc.) Morphine and homebake are more commonly used by opiate addicts in NZ, cos they're easier to find and less expensive than true heroin. Oxies are slowly becoming popular.

Anyway, last night me and drug_wench ended up going into the city to try and score off the streets (which tends to be more difficult in NZ than it would be in America). We approached a couple of guys who looked like druggies and asked if they could get us "something that would keep us awake all night", and their reply was "nah, not at the moment." Then we approached another guy at a gas station who looked like an obvious meth-head, but it turned out he was into blow rather than meth. We weren't looking for coke, and couldn't afford it anyway. It's so ironic - we haven't been able to find one of the most common drugs in the country (meth), and yet we found a guy who could get us one of the rarest (coke). We obviously aren't in favour with the meth gods at the moment! But hopefully my dealer will eventually text back sometime this week... gotta have faith!

 

Success! My dealer still hasn't got back to me, but we managed to score a bag of nice stuff from a random crack-head who was hanging around some public toilets. He seemed alright, despite being totally spun. Half the time, I don't think me or Lydia really knew what he was rambling about, but we just smiled politely and agreed with whatever he was saying (as you do). I got his cell phone number, so maybe I can return to him in future if my regular dealer has disappeared off the face of the earth. Although I got a feeling he fancied Lydia a lot more than me... I guess he mustn't be into trannies