Well today is day 6 and the majority of the physical stuff is gone. I still feel shitty mentally though. I'm realizing that before the Kratom there was a few days of oxycodone use along with gobbling Xanax for a few days and gabapentin. So I've been kinda going back and forth into and out of withdrawal for about a month.
Friday evening I went to a Lifering meeting. Last evening, even though my sleep was still screwed up, I decided to work out and felt a lot better. Than took some unisom and l-theanine and slept pretty good. Never took doxycycline before. It's always been diphenhydramine. I had some weird dreams. Don't know if it's connected. First night, though, without the sweats.
Now I'm back to my normal shitty life. I Know exactly why I use and want to escape. I'll be okay for about 3 months, no problem. But around 5-6 months I need to remember that my worst day off opiates is better than my best day on them.
How about you
@Xorkoth