Hey there
i was away for a few days and just catching up
some great posts!!
kidspl-welcome, how was your day today?
simco, congrats on one month clean. That is so awesome. Totach, congrsts on the new job, how is it going?
phactor, one year and 2 months seems like a lifetime, way to go. Snort, congrsts on 11 weeks, CH, 8 months and 11 days-the longest you have ever had.. Huge congrats to you, erikman, congrats on 4 monhts
devils, one day is over, heres to day two!!
Im in week 6-good days and bad days, but i know for sure that i will not die of an overdose today. The biggest reason I decided to quit is because of my health. My liver, and possibly other organs have taken a beating over the last 10 years and i dont want to die. I cant help it if i get hit by a bus, but i can help not dying of an overdose or organ failure. And i really miss the pills. The rush, the high. But i beleive that eventually that will go away and i will feel "normal" one day.
I have gone through the last 6 weeks with just the help of the people here. Neversickanymore posted some amaixng links for me and i have spent a lot of time reading them, and herbavore posted some links and also wrote some things to me that have kept me clean more than one day-both of them have probably saved me a few times over and they have no idea. All you other folks have helped me more than you know, as well. Smetimes just o e simple, kind post has gotten me through an hour when i needed it most I know that i should be going somewhere else for more supoort-i probably need some professional help. But until i can make that happen, you fine people are what gets me through. I wish i could reach out and do something nice for each of you. But until we can figure that out, all i can do is say thank you and stay clean another day.