Here to meet and talk with people who understand the life of addiction (recovering or not) Sometimes all I need is support or people who atually relate to talk to. Will Share more of my story in future post, just wanted to intro myself; Lookin forward to getting to know y'all.
When I say your handle in my head I definitely add a major twangy southern drawl. Maybe you added it with all those "e"s
The Dark Side (TDS) is the forum you'll want to check out (if you haven't been lurking there already). They're a pretty supportive bunch and there's sure to be someone who can almost perfectly relate to your experience.
Welcome to bluelight... I totally understaand how nice it is to be able to have a place where you can just be honest about this stuff and not have to bullshit to keep ppl thinking your doing ok
Trust me I understand the life of addiction. For me the one drug that has stuck around throughout the years is hydrocodone. While it is mild in the opioid world it just won't leave me alone. Bluelight is awesome for support and trading information on how to get clean.