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I've done heroin 1 time and can guarantee it's the only time.

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Xandyman

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So used to do a shit ton of Xanax a day on this binge I had, I'm talking 4-5 mg daily, often with alcohol so there's a solid 2 month period that I barely remember anything. I probably obtained over 400 pills in those two months. One of the nights during this time I guess I decided to smoke heroin for some reason. It's the only thing I remember from that day. And I've seen everywhere from everyone that the chances of actually doing it only one time once you've done it a re slim to none. But the thing about my experience is that the act smoking the heroin is the only thing I can remember. Because I was so barred out already I don't remember how I felt, the taste, or anything. So I'll admit that I did smoke heroin, but because of the memory loss, it's practically like I never even did it at all.
 
Xandyman, you really need to read the forum guidelines. How does a random anecdote about you one time using Heroin fit in with our overall goal of spreading the philosophy of harm reduction?

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When you say that you guarantee that you won't use heroin again, that's a good thing. The trouble is, being so knackered on benzos who knows what you might do if put in that situation again. Be careful man.
 
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