So used to do a shit ton of Xanax a day on this binge I had, I'm talking 4-5 mg daily, often with alcohol so there's a solid 2 month period that I barely remember anything. I probably obtained over 400 pills in those two months. One of the nights during this time I guess I decided to smoke heroin for some reason. It's the only thing I remember from that day. And I've seen everywhere from everyone that the chances of actually doing it only one time once you've done it a re slim to none. But the thing about my experience is that the act smoking the heroin is the only thing I can remember. Because I was so barred out already I don't remember how I felt, the taste, or anything. So I'll admit that I did smoke heroin, but because of the memory loss, it's practically like I never even did it at all.
