Ariela
Bluelighter
The lyrics to this song overwhelm me. Someone very smart (you know who you are) said that sometimes you have to die to learn how to live. This song means that to me.
Pain changes everything and it really does make you stronger. And anyone who says that you can't kick the drug of dependence and grow a backbone has no fucking idea what they're talking about.
Anyway, ahem.....
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I wanted perfection in every song I've ever sung
But that was wrong
And I wanted something from every person I've ever loved
But that was wrong
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
Laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
I wanted to be the greatest at everything
But I can't be
And I wanted to be exempt from temptation
But I can't be
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
Laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
Some may pray to God
While others seek the sun
The purpose may be paramount
We all find out in time
I wanted your love to be everlasting
But it isn't
And I wanted life to be an easier proposition
But it isn't
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
Laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
[ 30 January 2002: Message edited by: Ariela ]
Pain changes everything and it really does make you stronger. And anyone who says that you can't kick the drug of dependence and grow a backbone has no fucking idea what they're talking about.
Anyway, ahem.....
---------------------------------------------
I wanted perfection in every song I've ever sung
But that was wrong
And I wanted something from every person I've ever loved
But that was wrong
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
Laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
I wanted to be the greatest at everything
But I can't be
And I wanted to be exempt from temptation
But I can't be
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
Laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
Some may pray to God
While others seek the sun
The purpose may be paramount
We all find out in time
I wanted your love to be everlasting
But it isn't
And I wanted life to be an easier proposition
But it isn't
And I've changed, I've changed
I've reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
Laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I thought before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
[ 30 January 2002: Message edited by: Ariela ]
