Hi, etc. Been clean for ten years, ( I'm 53) and the last one was pretty boring, / miserable, and I ended up relapsing on booze. I cannot handle booze, and do way too much stoopid thing, the black outs are almost instant and dangerous for me and surroundings. Seriously, not manageable at all. I crack open a bottle and will sip it all, plus whatever else I will put my hands on till I pass out, and then more. Booze is a no no for me.
So went back to weed, and that lasted a bit. Now I'm hooked on H and I feel really dumb... I'm at the point whhere its not fun no more and just use to not be sick.
I also made some nice extraction with weed to have it i a liquid form. Pretty potent and helps with the sleep.
I have a 2 week vacation in France to see my mom ( I live in Canada) and I managed to source some 8mg dilo's ( 35 pills) to not get sick overthere. Hope it wil do the trick. Also got 200 0,25 Pregabalin / Lyrica I've been saving for some rainy days. Those aren't potent but I figure the might help.
Meanwhile, I want / need to quit that opiates habit. Finances and at a low(!) point and so is my moral. Managed to keep it from my entourage till now and would love to stay thatt way. My GF would probably throw me out. lol
Anyway, was thinking of maybe trying some Kratom (or anything else) to help me quit, never tried it and I have to admit i'm afraid of the Cold turkey... Plus I'd ned to have some good timing, since I cannot look like a zombie at work, so the 3 days minimum would need to be in a long weekend, so that the worst physical does not show to the work people. I'm a supervisor and all my staff is handicapped, I work in a non profit organisation. Still a real job but it has the benefit of helping people that need the extra help.
No I'm the one in need I guess...
So went back to weed, and that lasted a bit. Now I'm hooked on H and I feel really dumb... I'm at the point whhere its not fun no more and just use to not be sick.
I also made some nice extraction with weed to have it i a liquid form. Pretty potent and helps with the sleep.
I have a 2 week vacation in France to see my mom ( I live in Canada) and I managed to source some 8mg dilo's ( 35 pills) to not get sick overthere. Hope it wil do the trick. Also got 200 0,25 Pregabalin / Lyrica I've been saving for some rainy days. Those aren't potent but I figure the might help.
Meanwhile, I want / need to quit that opiates habit. Finances and at a low(!) point and so is my moral. Managed to keep it from my entourage till now and would love to stay thatt way. My GF would probably throw me out. lol
Anyway, was thinking of maybe trying some Kratom (or anything else) to help me quit, never tried it and I have to admit i'm afraid of the Cold turkey... Plus I'd ned to have some good timing, since I cannot look like a zombie at work, so the 3 days minimum would need to be in a long weekend, so that the worst physical does not show to the work people. I'm a supervisor and all my staff is handicapped, I work in a non profit organisation. Still a real job but it has the benefit of helping people that need the extra help.
No I'm the one in need I guess...
