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Cocaine I've been smashing off rocks
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if anyone is reading this you will not understand how fucked i literally am! i feel like the devil is inside my mouth controlling my jaw and i am struggling to breath on a level! and i want to shag anything that moves ya dig!
Euphoria
Euphoria
darthrhonin
Bluelighter
i think you answered yourself with this last post
Yes you are overdoing it and you will feel like shit when it'll come down ;(
Yes you are overdoing it and you will feel like shit when it'll come down ;(
Benjo Diazepine
Bluelighter
You are planning on coming down sometime, right?
Znegative
Bluelight Crew
Yeah you are overdoing it. I would chill out a lot. One thing that's really hard to get through ones head (I know being an ex coke user) is that continually using coke actually makes the drug less effective. I injected cocaine, so I would blow through a gram even faster than someone Insufflating would, but in the end, the results would be the same. I'd get a few good shots at first, and after that I'd just be preventing the inevitable crash-which btw (and as I'm sure you now know) is horrific beyond words.
My advice is to first off, let yourself come down, and then try to stop using (you said you've only been doing this for two months, once a week am I correct?). Obviously if you can binge like this once a week, you will eventually start to do it more often and then run into even more serious problems, so quit while you're ahead.
However, knowing that quitting cocaine isn't easy, I would say, try to restrain yourself if you can, which is nearly impossible with this drug. One way you can do it is to buy less at a time, like one gram instead of five. That way, even if you wind up calling up your connection for another one, it will be a pain in the ass, and you likely won't want to do it again and again (though I suppose I can remember times when I have). I don't know, it's a touch habit to kick man, and you won't be able to function long using like that. I can assure you of this.
My advice is to first off, let yourself come down, and then try to stop using (you said you've only been doing this for two months, once a week am I correct?). Obviously if you can binge like this once a week, you will eventually start to do it more often and then run into even more serious problems, so quit while you're ahead.
However, knowing that quitting cocaine isn't easy, I would say, try to restrain yourself if you can, which is nearly impossible with this drug. One way you can do it is to buy less at a time, like one gram instead of five. That way, even if you wind up calling up your connection for another one, it will be a pain in the ass, and you likely won't want to do it again and again (though I suppose I can remember times when I have). I don't know, it's a touch habit to kick man, and you won't be able to function long using like that. I can assure you of this.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
^^
Yeah I agree with Z.
Just because you may not be using everyday, doesn't mean you don't have a problem.. the fact that on the one night you are using, you're doing so much, is a bad sign. It's an indicator for a real problem in the future because when you do decide to use, you clearly have a hard time controlling it. That using style easily turns into a couple times a week to everyday.
Yeah I agree with Z.
Just because you may not be using everyday, doesn't mean you don't have a problem.. the fact that on the one night you are using, you're doing so much, is a bad sign. It's an indicator for a real problem in the future because when you do decide to use, you clearly have a hard time controlling it. That using style easily turns into a couple times a week to everyday.
twotoomany
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That's how I started, but it didn't take me two months to get bad. Before long I was maxing out cards for cash advances and selling close to a half O a day to support my habit. Put down the straw and walk away if you can. You'll be better off.
try to at least keep it to special occassions
darthrhonin
Bluelighter
lol tell him to stop doing so much coke to use your account ahah
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Suuurree it was.
If it was me, why would I hide the fact that it was? lol
Basically he stayed at mine after we went to a club and decided to get 2gs afterwards (4am) so we just smashed that off and I told him about this website and he wanted to make a post xD
Rabbitheart
Greenlighter
Oh Yes, that is a lot! Tell your mate to chill!
mrflowers00
Ex-Bluelighter
take it easy if you enjoy living
The thing with cocaine is when she turns on you its all over. Heavy cocaine users experience a reverse tolerance or a hypersensitivity to the chemical. In a really short period of time or after you return after a short total abstinence you will get really high from a little bit. although this may sound good it is not. you will become so sensitive to coke that a very small amount will release enough dopamine to send you into a manic state, the state above euphoria. If you get there, and i sincerely hope you miss that mark, say hello to the shadow people and especially the HAT if you go that far. The larger quantities consumed in the fastest way will get you there the quickest.
aussie101
Ex-Bluelighter
The thing with cocaine is when she turns on you its all over. Heavy cocaine users experience a reverse tolerance or a hypersensitivity to the chemical. In a really short period of time or after you return after a short total abstinence you will get really high from a little bit. although this may sound good it is not. you will become so sensitive to coke that a very small amount will release enough dopamine to send you into a manic state, the state above euphoria. If you get there, and i sincerely hope you miss that mark, say hello to the shadow people and especially the HAT if you go that far. The larger quantities consumed in the fastest way will get you there the quickest.
lmao why have i seen those figures so many times! Well it certainly would help someone if they were to get in trouble with the police and had to get diagnosed with something to get them off the charges based on mental health - just don't mention the drugs causing you to see that shit lol You dig?
But IV coke is far worse and that was my problem for a long time. If you do a bit too much you start thinking theres cameras/listening devices hidden all over the house so the next shot is taken in the closet - which is then promptly pulled apart coz you swore you saw a lens out of the corner of your eye lol.
SO glad that cocaine-psychosis is not permanent. I think I got lucky with my genes.
omg if it was permanent, that would truly be hell on earth! did you ever think right after firen that THEY were just waiting for you to do that and are right on the other side of the door ready to break it down... insanity.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
^^ Please read the BLUA and stop posting with "SWIM". Just say "I".. if you can also edit your post too, I'd appreciate it.
Anyway, yeah.. permanent cocaine psychosis would seriously suck... hah. I'd be in the loony bin right now if that was the case.
Anyway, yeah.. permanent cocaine psychosis would seriously suck... hah. I'd be in the loony bin right now if that was the case.
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