I hear you. I'm being as silly here as I am, but the truth of the matter is that my foremost thought or outlook or whatever you might call it is shame, regret, negativity, et cetera - 9 moments of 10 - with absurd humor sprinkled in to keep life itself from 100% soulsuck dread... Wet blanket, anyone?
Bupe, alcohol - steadily 4 yrs, only drunk perhaps 2-3 times yearly if that, then Dope/shit(meth) 6 days out of 7 for the past 6mos-1yr, 3 days out of 7 the 5yrs prior. MAJOR difference what tolerance does when you go from 3/7 to 6-7/7, the latter actually being or at least seeming more manageable vs when I'd do 'runs' (3 days straight no food little-no fluids FLOORED and then wake up crying and broken and 4 days later--->Repeat)
Bupe, alcohol - steadily 4 yrs, only drunk perhaps 2-3 times yearly if that, then Dope/shit(meth) 6 days out of 7 for the past 6mos-1yr, 3 days out of 7 the 5yrs prior. MAJOR difference what tolerance does when you go from 3/7 to 6-7/7, the latter actually being or at least seeming more manageable vs when I'd do 'runs' (3 days straight no food little-no fluids FLOORED and then wake up crying and broken and 4 days later--->Repeat)
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