Lizabeth
Bluelighter
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I’ve only been using IV meth for about four months after relapsing like an idiot from seven years clean. I’ve never used any other injection sites except for the ones in my arms. I overused a vein in my right arm in the middle crease. I’m not sure what’s wrong with it but it always looks swollen. Anytime I would tourniquet, it get really engorged it doesn’t look right. So I stop using it.
I started using the other two veins in the corner crooks of my arms. They’ve built up quite a bit of scar tissue it appears, and it feels kind of hard underneath the injection site. So recently I just moved a little bit further down the arm below the scarring, but lately I’m not even feeling a rush or even getting my shots at all! I’m pretty certain I’ve never missed. It’s never painful, it always registers, and I never get a bump.
But I always get so nervous about missing that I reregister multiple times and I think that’s bad for the veins? Anyways, not only am I not getting or feeling my shots, but whenever I try to do a shot all my veins get HUGE afterward! If I could post a picture I would. They are seriously bulging and engorged like crazy, bright blue, and it feels like there’s pressure in my hand. But only when my arms are hanging down normally or resting on my lap. I just recently did a pretty good sized one. I didn’t feel anything whatsoever. Just got pretty dizzy and a bit tingly for a few, and my heart pounded hard after a little time passed. My blood pressure seems normal not long after taking it, but my veins in my lower arms and hands are gigantic, bulging, and it feels like there’s a lot of pressure when I let them hang by my side. It of course gets better if I elevate them or raise them up. But I just basically got a tiny bit dizzy, started to freak out, my heart pounded incredibly hard for a good 15 minutes, maybe because of anxiety wondering what the heck is going on. It’s been about 30 minutes and I don’t feel high whatsoever and I just feel totally normal. Which is weird because I did a shot of the same stuff yesterday and I felt a rush and effects from it. Why am I not getting my shots, no rush or anything, and why are my veins big and bulging? Please help
I am seeking treatment and plan on going here in a couple of weeks. But just for harm reduction sake, is there any other place that I can do this besides my arms? If that would even help that is
(p.s. I do get a bit on the somewhat paranoid side as far as my health goes sometimes because I know that this sort of thing can potentially be dangerous. I do however always use very sterile equipment, and I recently had a doctors visit to address my plan for quitting in the near future and they ran blood tests, didn’t an EKG, echocardiogram, and all that stuff just to make sure I was healthy. So I don’t know what the heck the deal is. I don’t know if I’ve got thrombosis? Hopefully someone knows more about this stuff than I do.)
I started using the other two veins in the corner crooks of my arms. They’ve built up quite a bit of scar tissue it appears, and it feels kind of hard underneath the injection site. So recently I just moved a little bit further down the arm below the scarring, but lately I’m not even feeling a rush or even getting my shots at all! I’m pretty certain I’ve never missed. It’s never painful, it always registers, and I never get a bump.
But I always get so nervous about missing that I reregister multiple times and I think that’s bad for the veins? Anyways, not only am I not getting or feeling my shots, but whenever I try to do a shot all my veins get HUGE afterward! If I could post a picture I would. They are seriously bulging and engorged like crazy, bright blue, and it feels like there’s pressure in my hand. But only when my arms are hanging down normally or resting on my lap. I just recently did a pretty good sized one. I didn’t feel anything whatsoever. Just got pretty dizzy and a bit tingly for a few, and my heart pounded hard after a little time passed. My blood pressure seems normal not long after taking it, but my veins in my lower arms and hands are gigantic, bulging, and it feels like there’s a lot of pressure when I let them hang by my side. It of course gets better if I elevate them or raise them up. But I just basically got a tiny bit dizzy, started to freak out, my heart pounded incredibly hard for a good 15 minutes, maybe because of anxiety wondering what the heck is going on. It’s been about 30 minutes and I don’t feel high whatsoever and I just feel totally normal. Which is weird because I did a shot of the same stuff yesterday and I felt a rush and effects from it. Why am I not getting my shots, no rush or anything, and why are my veins big and bulging? Please help

I am seeking treatment and plan on going here in a couple of weeks. But just for harm reduction sake, is there any other place that I can do this besides my arms? If that would even help that is
(p.s. I do get a bit on the somewhat paranoid side as far as my health goes sometimes because I know that this sort of thing can potentially be dangerous. I do however always use very sterile equipment, and I recently had a doctors visit to address my plan for quitting in the near future and they ran blood tests, didn’t an EKG, echocardiogram, and all that stuff just to make sure I was healthy. So I don’t know what the heck the deal is. I don’t know if I’ve got thrombosis? Hopefully someone knows more about this stuff than I do.)
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