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Benzos iv benzo rush

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bbgirlclueless

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Alright people,please dnt judge me here,and also dont answer with replies like ' make them appear magically' i work at hospital and i have moderate to severe social phobia,i live in india btw and have no independency from my parents in yhis fucked up culture,im 22.abt three months ago i started stealing iv benzo ampoules from the hospital i work in,for smone with anxiety disorder,the rush us great,i got hooked.my eastern minded parents found ampouled,track marks rigs,they found my stash,locked my room,im not allowed to be in one room alone,im not allowed to go out for 20 days,if i do then with them driving.none of my friends know abt my habit,if they did they wouldnt help me anyway..they keep checking on me,in withrawal the anxiety is awful,i was going to go for counselling for sa in a few days,yet the hook,as some of us know is too strong,i need ten ampoules and they can easily be bought since this is india.
Ive told parents of seizures and they refuse...i just need a fix for the time being,how can i get ampoules...
 
This sounds like a fucked up situation and being a recovering addict myself, i feel for you. Though we are not here to help you score drugs !
 
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