"its whatever"

[Jabberwocky]

Shit,
two days 3 weeks of new
finding myself; An adult
reveling in the choices i make freely
not being victimized by my past
just letting it be whatever

This good catholic boy who waits for existence
my existentialist excentricities
has started valueing his own existence
living in his own skin
for the first time ,finding new experience
to couple with his sense of nievety
just letting it be whatever

Dichodemous hillarities
and mutal masterbation
on the road to self discovery
for once not a plan
not a neurosis
its just whatever

PLans are for people who want something
and im just having fun
its great to be a human being
to enjoy what god has given me
instead of bottleing it up inside
the torture coming out in actions and words
saving myself for my martyr complex
where even im not perfect enough to behold the true me.

Im healthier than i have been in a while
with the new skin glow of a snake whos shed
its old world modalities
into a bright world of the now
no tomorrow no past just now.

 

[echo off]

tho i can't critique the poem... the idea's...

i heard a great phrase on the tv show heroes today...

"you can find meaning, or you can find happiness... to find meaning you must wallow in the past, and obsess over the future... to find happiness, you must only live in the momemt"

I think this line is applicable to the ideals behind this poem.

 

[(Wordy)]

Im healthier than i have been in a while
with the new skin glow of a snake whos shed
its old world modalities
into a bright world of the now

Sounds like a good place to be.

I love the sentiment of 'letting go' behind this piece. Spontaneity is definitely good for the soul.