Lets begin.
I've been wanting to post replies to threads but then the cookie hates me.
I got logged off everytime i click submit aft taking so long to type it out
and i got pissed and gave up. lol.
Hopefully it'll work this time.
I'm a casual slim-build boy, 20 years of age. Used to be good, stayed out of drugs a few years back.
- PASSION-
I've got a passion of mine, which i discovered when i was 14.
that is computer security. i've got no teacher so the internet became mine.
started off small, grew my knowledge from researching and it got big.
I dont call myself a "hacker" like everyone else does. It takes a whole lot more knowledge before i can finally call myself that. ^^
From local expolits to networks and then to remote exploits.
You might guess that im a geek but nah im not.
I party, drink, hang out with badass people..etc.
- SOCIAL LIFE -
I party, drink, hang out with badass people..etc.
I've never thought hanging out with "bad company" could change me.
I've always thought i would never wanna become like them.
That was when i was 15.
But, now here i am, 5 years later became worse than some of them.
Never thought it could end up this way. Noone would. But it did.
They were rowdies. They took all sorta drugs, name it and you got it. Some even became drug dealers. And still deal drug as i type this.
A close friend of mine, deal with heroin few years back coz he was taking it.
Now, he's dealing meth. -.-
- DRUG LIFE -
Started entering the drug scene when i was 16.
My 1st ever drug was weed. Yea, i guess this is where most of ya'll started from. Never got addicted to it. People say its not addictive at all, but i guess its not true. coz i used to smoke that daily, and when i don't have it, im craving for it. but it soon died off. I guess its not addictive, just my dependency on it.
Then it went from weed to cough syrups (dxm, codeine, pmz, benzo) and all those slow stuffs. Ecstasy with weed. Idk wtf was my friend thinking. Most of em tripped on that session. Being a first timer, amazingly i didn't tripped.
Lets skip most part of it and now meth.
Since 18 when i first try it out, till now as i type this.
It started off slow and then on and off and now, daily.
In fact, im hitting it 2 times a day now. Bad eh?
It's gonna run of pretty soon so i guess i might pause it fer awhile before it got worst. Hopefully i can stop it all together and never smoke that fuckin ass ever again. (though i like being on it, it eating my cheeks away so fucking fast)
Goddammit my high is gone naw, due to giving this thread a full 100% concentration. Lets continue. Oh wait, i cant think.
I'll be back and re-edit this thread once i hit it again and able to think.
damn i never always got the time to do what i want, and in this case, say what i actually wanna say. i actually have sometime interesting to share, but i just cant think of ways to put it down in words. Once i convert that in words, it got boring. -.-
I've been wanting to post replies to threads but then the cookie hates me.
I got logged off everytime i click submit aft taking so long to type it out
and i got pissed and gave up. lol.
Hopefully it'll work this time.
I'm a casual slim-build boy, 20 years of age. Used to be good, stayed out of drugs a few years back.
- PASSION-
I've got a passion of mine, which i discovered when i was 14.
that is computer security. i've got no teacher so the internet became mine.
started off small, grew my knowledge from researching and it got big.
I dont call myself a "hacker" like everyone else does. It takes a whole lot more knowledge before i can finally call myself that. ^^
From local expolits to networks and then to remote exploits.
You might guess that im a geek but nah im not.
I party, drink, hang out with badass people..etc.
- SOCIAL LIFE -
I party, drink, hang out with badass people..etc.
I've never thought hanging out with "bad company" could change me.
I've always thought i would never wanna become like them.
That was when i was 15.
But, now here i am, 5 years later became worse than some of them.
Never thought it could end up this way. Noone would. But it did.
They were rowdies. They took all sorta drugs, name it and you got it. Some even became drug dealers. And still deal drug as i type this.
A close friend of mine, deal with heroin few years back coz he was taking it.
Now, he's dealing meth. -.-
- DRUG LIFE -
Started entering the drug scene when i was 16.
My 1st ever drug was weed. Yea, i guess this is where most of ya'll started from. Never got addicted to it. People say its not addictive at all, but i guess its not true. coz i used to smoke that daily, and when i don't have it, im craving for it. but it soon died off. I guess its not addictive, just my dependency on it.
Then it went from weed to cough syrups (dxm, codeine, pmz, benzo) and all those slow stuffs. Ecstasy with weed. Idk wtf was my friend thinking. Most of em tripped on that session. Being a first timer, amazingly i didn't tripped.
Lets skip most part of it and now meth.
Since 18 when i first try it out, till now as i type this.
It started off slow and then on and off and now, daily.
In fact, im hitting it 2 times a day now. Bad eh?
It's gonna run of pretty soon so i guess i might pause it fer awhile before it got worst. Hopefully i can stop it all together and never smoke that fuckin ass ever again. (though i like being on it, it eating my cheeks away so fucking fast)
Goddammit my high is gone naw, due to giving this thread a full 100% concentration. Lets continue. Oh wait, i cant think.
I'll be back and re-edit this thread once i hit it again and able to think.
damn i never always got the time to do what i want, and in this case, say what i actually wanna say. i actually have sometime interesting to share, but i just cant think of ways to put it down in words. Once i convert that in words, it got boring. -.-
