It's So Hard

[sugargirl121]

It’s So Hard
It’s so hard to say “I love you and not draw back in tears.
It’s so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears.
It’s so hard to know the phones at reach but I cannot hear your voice.
It’s so hard to know that this time, breaking up was not my choice.
It’s so hard to see you laughing when I’m crying deep inside.
It’s so hard to just find feelings and now make them have to hide.
It’s so hard to live without you, when I need you more than words,
to want to scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard.
It’s so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you
It’s so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new
It’s so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song.
It’s so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
It’s so hard to live without you, if I only would have known.
I will never love another, I would rather be alone.

 

[FutureAeons]

I can feel your pain through your words. {{hugs}}
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"How the fuck do you feellllll?"
AIM ~ FutureAeons

 

[Furnace]

I've learned one thing about life and love.
And it is that life and love will get better, but only if you let it.
If you want to be happy again, let it get better. Take your time to mourn, but understand that life, indeed, goes on.
but sometimes I should take my own advice,
Taz.
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The wave of the future