Its my life...

[harraser]

And why shouldnt I destroy this?
And why shouldnt I be alone?
And why shouldnt I hurt you?
And why shouldnt I feel empty?
And why shouldnt I stab my eyes out so i dont have to see you smile?
And why shouldnt I always feel tired?
And why shouldnt I cauterize my ears to block out your words of "love"?
(that word tastes like vomit on my tongue)
And why shouldnt I be sick?
And why shouldnt I hate you?
And why shouldnt I fuck it all and walk away?
And why shouldnt I pine for something i cant have?
And why shouldnt I turn out ot be the opposite of all you thought me to be?
And why shouldnt I laugh at my guilt?
And why shouldnt I fear to let you in?
And why shouldnt I disappear?
And why shouldnt I die?
Why?
Its my life and Ill throw it away however I choose...

 

[plazma]

Well excuse me for trying to tell you what to do.
*end joke*
Great work Anth, its nice to see some raw sentiment not prettied up by fancy words and imagery and all that unnecessary shit which is so often used in place of real feeling.
Nice one.
-plaz out-

 

[leecie]

my god...wow...
rings true...

 

[Angelight]

woah.
such emothion, such strong emotion that i got chills up my spine.
Goodwork darls

 

[Queen Beat]

Smile Ant.
I hate soggy weetbix too.
But I love your writing.

 

[nephil]

I feel you!
The ultimate question...Why?

 

[*Cosmic Mist*]

My god ant, sometimes i feel like you are writing for me....
But no matter what, no matter how bad it seems, there is an end to every emotion and this time will soon pass.
Smile dude... i'm here if you need me.
Misty
*hugs*