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[josh_nexus]

I want : To love and be loved
I have : Busted nuckles from playing "nuckles" with someone who was wearing a ring. It was still fun though...
I wish : For all pain to end and for there to be only happiness
I crave : Sleep... (damn BL posting addiction)
I regret : Not much
I hate : Feeling caged
I miss : Insanity and freedom
I fear : Normality
I see : a computer screen
I hear : silence
I wonder : What tomorrow holds
I search : The unknown
I know : Freedom
When was the last time you...
Smiled : Now
Laughed : Tonight. At evilcalvin (damn BL chat)
Cried : Along time ago...
Bought something : Today. A round of beers and a game of point blank.
Danced : Today. I dance all the time.
Were Sarcastic : Today. I do it out of habit.
Last book you read : Naked among cannibles.
Last movie you saw : Seven
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Amelie
Last number you called: my g/f
Last show you watched on TV: The gardian (i cant spell)
Last song you heard: Harvey Danger: "flag pole sitta"
Last thing you had to drink: Water
Last time you showered: This Afternoon
Last thing you ate: Thai green curry
Do You...
Smoke : No.
Do drugs : Nah. It takes money, effort and time... none of which I have (well maybe I have time but thats all)
Have sex : Oh Yeah!
Sleep with stuffed animals : Yes and I'm proud of it.
Have any secrets : Yes
Have a crush : yes... my girlfriend
Play an instrument : Sax
Remember your first love : No
Still love him/her : No
Believe in miracles : Of course
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever : Yes. I think people kid themselves into thinking everybody else has it better and thats why relationships dont last. I think if we accepted that relationships have ups and downs and require work to keep alive then we would all be much more faithful.
Like the taste of alcohol : I like wine and beer. But I dont like the taste of actual ethanol.
Believe in magic : Nah
Believe in God : Yes. But not in organised religion
Have any piercings : No
Have any tattoos : No
Hate yourself : No
Care about looks : I try not to but yes. Vainity and Pride are the two true human frailties
Trust others easily : Yes. But I dont forget it when that trust is betrayed
Like sarcasm : Yes when it is intended for humour and not to hurt someone
Sing in the shower : Yep
Take walks in the rain : Oh yeah. I love rain.
Have any scars : Yes but not many
[ 20 March 2002: Message edited by: josh_nexus ]

 

[apollo]

I want : a new job.
I have : edible underwear.
I wish : i had a car.
I crave : a cigarette (bad me!.. supposed to have quit...)
I regret : nothing.
I hate : distance.
I miss : you know who you are
I fear : extreme pain/mutilation. little else.
I see : pixels.
I hear : uplifting trance, my neighbours laughing away.
I wonder : if i'll get fired tomorrow.
I search : for my underwear, it's never hard though, you can smell 'em a good two metres away.
I know : the answer to life. mail me $2.50, and i'll let you in on it
When was the last time you...
Smiled : about 10 minutes ago
Laughed : about 10 minutes ago
Cried : early november, last year.
Bought something : today. t-shirts. a fair few of them, all about the size of my finger nail and edible. also hallucinogenic. errr, a train ticket today, on the legitemate side of things.
Danced : last friday night.
Were Sarcastic : probably 10 minutes ago, i don't notice my own sarcasm, it's just a part of me.
Last book you read : 'popski's private army' by vladmir peniakov
Last movie you saw : mulholland drive
Last movie you saw on the big screen: as above.
Last number you called: 1900-pleos-house-of-love
Last show you watched on TV: the simpsons i'd say, can't really remember
Last song you heard: machine head - from this day
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: a good 15 hours ago
Last thing you ate: a banana.
Do You...
Smoke : not anymore
Do drugs : yeah.
Have sex : what's that?
Sleep with stuffed animals : nope.
Have any secrets : sure do.
Have a crush : nope.
Play an instrument : yeah, i play with my instrument.
Remember your first love : yup
Still love him/her : as a friend.
Believe in miracles : nope.
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : forever, no. for a lifetime, yes.
Like the taste of alcohol : nope.
Believe in magic : nope.
Believe in God : no.
Have any piercings : not yet, my tongue is soon to be done though.
Have any tattoos : no.
Hate yourself : neh.
Care about looks : sometimes.
Trust others easily : much too easily.
Like sarcasm : hell yes
Sing in the shower : no.
Take walks in the rain : yeah, i derive some kind of bizare pleasure/enjoyment from getting soaked and taking my time walking about in the rain. i'm serious too.
Have any scars : yup. burns

 

[Twigz]

I want : Happyness, true love, and nachos
I have : Happyness, ingredients for nachos
I wish : My homework would do itself
I crave : Something interesing to do
I Regret: Leaving my prac till 1am
I hate : the fact that i never do any friggin work!
I miss : Getting smashed with old friends
I fear : i'm gonna go through my life doin fuckall.
I see : Bluelight
I hear : Doof
I wonder : If i'm gonna get this prac done before the sun rises
I search : For something meaningful in my life
I know : I'm too lazy to find it.
When was the last time you...
Smiled : 5 seconds ago
Laughed : 10 seconds ago
Cried : oh... week or 2? maybe?
Bought something : Today, ganesha tix!
Danced : today, had house to myself
Were Sarcastic : I dunno... sometime today i'm sure
Last book you read : Necroscope
Last movie you saw : Lord of the rings
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Ditto
Last number you called: Nicola
Last show you watched on TV: Angel
Last song you heard: Cygnus X: Superstring
Last thing you had to drink: Cordial
Last time you showered: Thismorning
Last thing you ate: Packet of chips
Do You...
Smoke : no
Do drugs : maybe..
Have sex : not nearly as much as i'd like
Sleep with stuffed animals : no
Have any secrets : not really no
Have a crush : sort of, maybe...
Play an instrument : nah
Remember your first love : yup
Still love him/her : nah, but we're good friends
Believe in miracles : not really
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever : sure, why not
Like the taste of alcohol : nah
Believe in magic : not really..
Believe in God : not sure
Have any piercings : no
Have any tattoos : no
Hate yourself : pfft, hell no
Care about looks : nup
Trust others easily : yes, its a flaw
Like sarcasm : you bet
Sing in the shower : no, but sometimes i dance a bit..
Take walks in the rain : only at bushdoofs
Have any scars : no
[ 20 March 2002: Message edited by: Twigz ]

 

[RushingRococco]

I want : a bath
I have : bubblebath and a tub
I wish : i could be bothered running the bath
I crave : company
I regret : nothing
I hate : being alone
I miss : my cat
I fear : falling
I see : a screen
I hear : my fingers tapping on the keyboard
I wonder : who else is also awake
I search : for answers
I know : im loved
When was the last time you...
Smiled : rite now
Laughed : not too long ago
Cried : I honestly dont remember
Bought something : today - my friends bday pressie
Danced : this afternoon at work
Were Sarcastic : me sarcastic?
Last book you read : "End of the Affair" Graeme Greene
Last movie you saw : Captain Corelli's Mandolin
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Amelie
Last number you called: my mum at work
Last show you watched on TV: Angel
Last song you heard: Mindcircus - WayOutWest
Last thing you had to drink: Water
Last time you showered: this arvo
Last thing you ate: cruskits and peanut butter
Do You...
Smoke : only when Im hot!
Do drugs : As if!
Have sex : vegetable, animal or mineral?
Sleep with stuffed animals : all the time!
Have any secrets : plenty
Have a crush : maybe
Play an instrument : not for a while
Remember your first love : unfortunately
Still love him/her : definately not
Believe in miracles : still to be convinced
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : definately
Like the taste of alcohol Its not all bad
Believe in magic : no
Believe in God : There is a higher power
Have any piercings : yes
Have any tattoos : no
Hate yourself : no
Care about looks : not all that fussed
Trust others easily : learnt my lesson
Like sarcasm : humour me
Sing in the shower : hell yeah!
Take walks in the rain : any chance I get - especially during storms
Have any scars : plenty

 

[acell]

I want : a manual VR-X Magna
I have : a auto TE Magna
I wish : That i wasn't in owing money
I crave : Techniques 1200 decks
I regret : Moving out last year and killing the friendship i had
I hate : Fake people
I miss : my uncle
I fear : Failure
I see : My work PC screne
I hear : 112 - Dance with me
I wonder : Will i make it
I search : For happiness in my work
I know : I will find it soon
When was the last time you...
Smiled : about 2 min ago
Laughed : about 2 min ago
Cried : All through last year
Bought something : Yesterday - bought Generator on Vinal :D
Danced : 9th of March (Fucking Two Tribes)
Were Sarcastic : 4 min ago
Last book you read : This is sad.. i Can't remember
Last movie you saw : Billy Eliot!!! (that was an amazing film!)
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Black Hawk Down.
Last number you called: My Mrs
Last show you watched on TV: The Panal
Last song you heard: P.O.D - Youth of the Nation
Last thing you had to drink: Hot Milo :D
Last time you showered: Last night
Last thing you ate: Dinner last night
Do You...
Smoke : yes
Do drugs : NO (shhhh)
Have sex : Yes
Sleep with stuffed animals : No
Have any secrets : Yes
Have a crush : On my mates Tricked up Integra LS
Play an instrument : Is singing an instrument?
Remember your first love : yes.
Still love him/her : yes.
Believe in miracles : God yes!! Has to do with the last question!!
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : yes.
Like the taste of alcohol : Depends.. To general a question
Believe in magic : yes.
Believe in God : higher power
Have any piercings : Yes.. Eye brown (do i sound tough
Have any tattoos : no.
Hate yourself : Not any more
Care about looks : To a degree
Trust others easily : Not any more.. Past hurts
Like sarcasm : depends.
Sing in the shower : yes.
Take walks in the rain : Fuck that
Have any scars : Yepa.. Fucking Apendix
there we go

 

[miss apple]

I want : a job, a boy to love
I have : no money but a really nice place to live in
I wish : I didn't have to worry about money
I crave : hot chips
I regret : I try not to have regrets
I hate : being cold
I miss : mona
I fear : being alone
I see : the wall in front of me, bluelight
I hear : the air conditioning
I wonder : if I'll ever get a job
I search : for a job, and for love
I know : I can do the jobs I'm applying for!
When was the last time you...
Smiled : half an hour ago
Laughed : half an hour ago
Cried : about a week ago
Bought something : a sushi roll yesterday afternoon
Danced : at Sublime last Friday
Were Sarcastic : last night to my flatmate
Last book you read : 'Solomon's Song' by Bryce Courtney
Last movie you saw : Some shite with Meryl Streep and Renee Zellweger on Sunday night
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Harry Potter
Last number you called: The recruitment agency
Last show you watched on TV: The Panel
Last song you heard: 'Little L' by jamiroquai on triple J this morning
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: 7am this morning
Last thing you ate: strawberries (yum!)
Do You...
Smoke : socially yes
Do drugs : do I need to answer this?
Have sex : not right now
Sleep with stuffed animals : no but I have one on my bed
Have any secrets : of course
Have a crush : not right now (god my life is so boring!)
Play an instrument : bit of piano aaages ago
Remember your first love : yes
Still love him/her : no
Believe in miracles : I wish I did but no, I don't
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : forever is a long time
Like the taste of alcohol : definitely
Believe in magic : no
Believe in God : not as such
Have any piercings : nope (allergic)
Have any tattoos : nope (scared of pain) virginal body!
Hate yourself : sometimes
Care about looks : yes, to a certain extent
Trust others easily : too easily
Like sarcasm : clever sarcasm yes, taking the piss to be hurtful no
Sing in the shower : nope
Take walks in the rain : prefer to snuggle up in bed
Have any scars : lots of little ones

 

[Mirage]

I want : money.
I have : money issues.
I wish : my angel was happier
I crave : money (it solves everything you see..)
I regret : being lazy about finding work and fighting with my mum
I hate : being scared
I miss : the old angel
I fear : dodgy fuckers who look like the want to kill me because it would show how 'sic' they are
I see : good times coming soon
I hear : Music and my computer's fans humming
I wonder : what the next few days will bring
I search : my heart for reasons and answers I've come up with in my head
I know : it will be alright
When was the last time you...
Smiled : a few minutes ago..oh wait, just now (my fav song just came on!)
Laughed : when i was talking to my angel (a couple of hours ago)
Cried : Not sure, i don't really cry...i get a couple of tears and then my body just bottles the rest of the emotion up
Bought something : Radiant laundry detergent about an hour ago
Danced : at hustle nights opening at zen on saturday
Were Sarcastic : an hour or two ago
Last book you read : AREA 7 - Matthew Riely
Last movie you saw : *shrugs* junior on saturday
Last movie you saw on the big screen: oceans 11
Last number you called: leecie's
Last show you watched on TV: some tamil tiger doco on SBS this morning waiting for the fan guy to come
Last song you heard: Cosmic Gate remix of Tiesto's Suburban train
Last thing you had to drink: water with echinacea
Last time you showered: 930 this morning
Last thing you ate: vitabrits for breaky
Do You...
Smoke : no
Do drugs : is this a trick question?
Have sex : I don't have sex, i make love
Sleep with stuffed animals : nope
Have any secrets : maybe..
Have a crush : yeah, but it's a secret!
Play an instrument : used to play guitar
Remember your first love : unfortunately but also fortunately
Still love him/her : not in the slightest
Believe in miracles : not really but I always hope one will happen to me
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : if the love is strong enough
Like the taste of alcohol : sometimes
Believe in magic : again no but i always wish was real
Believe in God : maybe not god but in some greater power yes
Have any piercings : nup
Have any tattoos : nup, might get one eventually if i find something i like long enough or meaningful
Hate yourself : no (im in denial though)
Care about looks : almost always
Trust others easily : depends what on (subject, not drugs! ). i'm always weary.
Like sarcasm : it has it's merits
Sing in the shower : nerp
Take walks in the rain : yeah, i love the rain
Have any scars : lots, i have an exclamation make on my forehead which is a combined effort of cracking my head open as a chid and an ingeniously places chicken pock scar. Other scars in various areas of my body too.

 

[Sempiternity]

I want : a job, fun, contentment...
I have : new shoes
I wish : I get the job I want -and- I wish I knew what I really wanted
I crave : I don't know
I regret : nothing
I hate : apathy
I miss : friends
I fear : apathy
I see : a bad, bad computer
I hear : the hum of the bad computer(it sounds like angels)
I wonder : what I'll be doing in five years
I search : for myself
I know : everything will be alright in the end
When was the last time you...
Smiled : this morning
Laughed : yesterday
Cried : about six years ago...(fucked up, I know)
Bought something : yesterday
Danced : this morning
Were Sarcastic : I can't remember(probably today)
Last book you read : Henry Miller-Tropic of Capricorn
Last movie you saw : Sexy Beast
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Dog Town and Z-boys
Last number you called: for a job
Last show you watched on TV: Da Simpsons
Last song you heard: Ken Ishii-Bugged in fusion
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: 9am this morning
Last thing you ate: Ice Cream :D
Do You...
Smoke : No
Do drugs : Sometimes
Have sex : I miss sex ever so much.
Sleep with stuffed animals : no
Have any secrets : none that I can think of.
Have a crush : The Video store girl
Play an instrument : keyboard, guitar, flute
Remember your first love : yes
Still love him/her : not really, I still like them though
Believe in miracles : I guess not
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : I don't know
Like the taste of alcohol : going down it's okay
Believe in magic : not sure
Believe in God : I beleive in life
Have any piercings : I have holes where piercings would go
Have any tattoos : soon...
Hate yourself : never
Care about looks : I try not to, but yeah I guess
Trust others easily : no
Like sarcasm : usually
Sing in the shower : yep
Take walks in the rain : even at 3:00am
Have any scars : no good ones

 

[MoW^WoW]

I want : a good job
I have : friends
I wish : i had good phat pants
I crave : more clothes
I regret : dunno
I hate : baked beans
I miss : huggles
I fear : being stuck in an elevator
I see : dead people
I hear : music
I wonder : lots
I search : for love
I know : nothing
When was the last time you...
Smiled : Just before
Laughed : A lil while a go?
Cried : yesterday
Bought something : i bought soup today ?
Danced : Two tribes
Were Sarcastic : dunno
Last book you read : a book for uni? pfff t
Last movie you saw : forget
Last movie you saw on the big screen: From Hell
Last number you called: home
Last show you watched on TV: Just Shoot Me
Last song you heard: random stuffz
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: yesterday
Last thing you ate: vegetable soup
Do You...
Smoke : sif
Do drugs : do what?
Have sex : what? right now?
Sleep with stuffed animals : no
Have any secrets : yes
Have a crush : sorta
Play an instrument : used to
Remember your first love : yes
Still love him/her : yes
Believe in miracles : yes
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : i'd like to think so, but probably not
Like the taste of alcohol : sometimes
Believe in magic : maybe
Believe in God : no
Have any piercings : yes
Have any tattoos : yes
Hate yourself : no
Care about looks : maybe
Trust others easily : no
Like sarcasm : sometimes
Sing in the shower : no
Take walks in the rain : yes
Have any scars : yes

 

[GlowGurlz]

i want: A plastic banana
i have: friends to slap with it
i wish: i could fly
i crave Fluro Edible Khandi.....
i regret: being loud in the library * i got kicked out *
i hate: Care Bears * they give me nightmares scary lil fuckers fall from the clouds and chase after you*
i miss: My Best Friend Celeste who ipast away in october last year
i fear: One day ill go over the top and there will be no more GG
i see: my big PHAT pants
i hear: my brain tryn to think *CLICK CLICK*
i wonder: What life would be like without friends... *hugz everyone*
i search: for that dam needle i dropped in the hay stack
when was the last time you..........
smilied: :D now
Laughed: This morning.. i hit my funny bone
Cried: 20 minutes ago when i fell down the stairs.....AGAIN
Bought Something: i have no $$ to buy n e thing
Danced: now *shuffles away*
Were Sarcastic: "looks theres a witch in the sky" heheh
Last book you read: Lil miss scatterbrain
Last movie you saw: SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION *wipes tear from eye*
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Monsters Inc.... was it me.. or was that the P.L.U.R monster!
Last number called:1800 -I-NEED-HELP
Last show you watched: E.R.. i have a thing for Doctors
Last song you heard: Exploration of space... *hard kandy baby*
Last thing you had to drink: that would be.. um BAILEYS AND MILK...... YUMMMMMMO
Last time you had a shower: 4 hours 15 minutes and 3 seconds ago... no 4 seconds....
Last thing you ate: CHOOOOOOOOKEN *makes your boobs grow* :D
Do you............
Smoke: Quitn..... have been for years
Do drugs: does panadol count?
Have sex: Thats yucky...
Sleep with soft animals:The softer the better
Have any secrets: Doesnt everyone!
Have a crush: YEP..... but my lips are sealed
Play an instrument: nope... im not a multi skilled person...
Remember my first love: How could i forget... *Bastard*
Still love him/her: how could i not... he messed up my life...
Believe in miracles: i am a miracle
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: Is the pope German?!
Like the taste of Alcohol: Mr biccardi and i go back a long way
Believe in Magic: i believe the world will be taken over by B1 and B2!! .. thats a magical moment i rekon!!
Have any Piercings: i have a total of 8.. one in my tongue, eyebrow,belly, two in one ear and three on the other
Have any tattoos: Yep.. i have to... i have a bird and a bumble bee
Hate Yourself: nope... i gotta have all the attention..
Care about your looks: depends on where i am goin...
Trust Others Easily:.. you know what they say "TRUST NO ONE"
Like Sarcasm:Ummmmm HELLO!!!
Sing in the shower: "Can you tell me how to get, how to get to seasme street" Do i ever
Take walks in the rain: im not that retarded........ GEEZ
Have Scars: Would you like to see
FINALLY DONE....
[ 21 March 2002: Message edited by: GlowGurlz ]

 

[kittle]

I want : A PUPPY!!! I’ll call him Ralph!
I have : The most beautiful boyfriend
I wish : I wasn’t so insecure
I crave : chocolate…always
I regret : Every time I hurt someone I love
I hate : Cruelty to animals
I miss : My mum
I fear : Losing the people I love, oh and weird things in the ocean e.g. jellyfish, sea weed
I see : Dead people
I hear : My boyfriend making car noises
I wonder : How my life is going to turn out and if Steve Erwin the crocodile hunter, was dropped on his head as a child?
I search : For a new job
I know : 1 + 1 doesn't really = window
When was the last time you...
Smiled : Right before I laughed last night
Laughed : Right after I farted in bed
Cried : After my boyfriend farted in bed
Bought something : A few days ago I bought a new top & belt
Danced : At Goldie’s set at two tribes
Were Sarcastic : Probably sometime today
Last book you read : Harry potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Last movie you saw : Freddie got fingered
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Zoolander (wow haven’t been for ages)
Last number you called: Boyfriends mobile
Last show you watched on TV: The Simpsons
Last song you heard: Kosheen cd
Last thing you had to drink: Home made choc/ caramel milk shake
Last time you showered: This morning
Last thing you ate: Ravioli
Do You...
Smoke: No
Do drugs: Yes.. i love G
Have Sex: Yes.. i love G
Sleep with stuffed animals: Does a guy that wears tiger ears count?
Have any secrets : Only ONE…
Have a crush : Feels like I do cuz im in love
Play an instrument : The triangle, the recorder, pots and pans on new years (when I was younger of course)
Remember your first love :my first REAL TRUE love YES
Still love him/her : Sure do
Believe in miracles nly when that show the 'Extraordinary' was on.
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : Yes
Like the taste of alcohol : no
Believe in magic : well hello, HARRY POTTER!
Believe in God: Nope
Have any piercings: Yes, tongue, labret, ears and navel.
Have any tattoos: No
Hate yourself: No I hate cruelty to animals remember?
Care about looks: I wish I was boodiful
Trust others easily: Friends yes
Like sarcasm: In moderation
Sing in the shower: does yodeling count? nah I don’t.
Take walks in the rain: haven’t recently, I miss gumboots.
Have any scars: yes, psychical and emotional..

 

[kittle]

physical scares even.

 

[kittle]

SCARS DAMMIT!! dictionary anyone?

 

[2 of Cups]

i want: 1 million dollars...
i have: about 30 cents
i wish: gawd, you mean I have to write just one??
i crave my boy... He lives in sydney now and I'm stuck in little ole adelaide...
i regret: not doing any work today, but my boss is away so she'll never know...
i hate: my puter being so slooooow here at home
i miss: my boyfriend in sydney
i fear: whales. irrational phobia
i see: shells my boy and I collected when we got VERY happy down the beach one time (who needs a party?)
i hear: crickets
i wonder: is the grass really greener?
i search: I thought that's what Google is for?
when was the last time you..........
smiled: bout an hour ago
Laughed: watching a stupid diet coke ad :D
Cried: this afternoon when I got email from my boy saying how much he misses me
Bought Something: lunch! I think I'm addicted to spending money...
Danced: it's been too long... must DANCE SOON!!!
Were Sarcastic: when someone said this afternoon 'you must like your job...'
Last book you read: any number of sci-fi or fantasy (Dan Simmons at moment) E is for Ecstasy, Geisha, the Truth (Pratchett)
Last movie you saw: Amelie so sweet!
Last movie you saw on the big screen: A Beautiful Mind
Last number called: hullo, you've reached the psychiatric helpline. If you're obsessive compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you're schizophrenic, don't worry, the voices will tell you to push 2. If you're depressed, dont bother pushing 3, hang up now cos no one loves you. If you have multiple personalities, push numbers 4, 5 and 6. If you have bi-polar disorder, push 7. No, 8! No, 7!
Last show you watched: Ed n Buffy on tape
Last song you heard: Rapture, Iio, Stephane Creamer remix
Last thing you had to drink: red wine!
Last time you had a shower: half an hour ago... still wearing my satin robe
Last thing you ate: Oreos!!!!!
Do you............
Smoke: ew
Do drugs: I'm addicted to codral day/night... codeine and pseudoephedrine! mmmm
Have sex: do you count if it's with something that vibrates?
Sleep with soft animals:I have some fluffy yellow ducks, but don't sleep with them
Have any secrets: Depends on from who?!
Have a crush: not on a boy
Play an instrument: Cello. a little Harp. I'm dealy serious.
Remember my first love: yeah he's getting married this august. always weird when they get engaged on you.
Still love him/her: not really... he's a nice guy, but I wouldn't go out with him *grin*.
Believe in miracles: I believe in fate!!
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: hmmm... dpeends on the person(s) involved!
Like the taste of Alcohol: don't mind it as long as it's not Midori *blech*
Believe in Magic: ...shrooms?
Have any Piercings: just one in each ear, boring really
Have any tattoos: yep, japanese character for integity n truth.
Hate Yourself: ocassionally, I don't like myself, but that's usually when I've spent $250 buying a top at Kookai... then I put it on and feel better
Care about your looks: less than some people, more than others.
Trust Others Easily: too much *grin* and I'll keep on doing it too! I see the good in people first, but generally remain unjudgmental if antyhing bad happens.
Like Sarcasm:not really, fan of irony myself, although sarcasm does seem to be making a comeback...
Sing in the shower: my housemates would kill me!
Take walks in the rain: it makes my hair fuzzy
Have Scars: several, wanna see?! the usual mental, physical and emotional, the emotional ones are the most useful cos you can grow from them.

 

[[awake]]

I want : to smile all day without chemicals
I have : a dream...
I wish : i could get over this two years of writers block
I crave : her kiss
I regret : too much
I hate : arrogance
I miss : my childhood
I fear : being alone
I see : why
I hear : the sound of my own heartbeat
I wonder : where i'll be in 10 years
I search : and search but cant find it
I know : i shouldnt but do it anyway
When was the last time you...
Smiled : this morning
Laughed : about an hour ago
Cried : yesterday
Bought something : today, my lunch
Danced : 3 weeks ago
Were Sarcastic : 1/2 an hour ago
Last book you read : fast food nation
Last movie you saw : ghost dog
Last movie you saw on the big screen: ?
Last number you called: my isp
Last show you watched on TV: the simpsons
Last song you heard: dose one - that ol pagan shit
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: 16 hours ago
Last thing you ate: chips
Do You...
Smoke : no
Do drugs : im on drugs now
Have sex : only after your cheque clears
Sleep with stuffed animals : no
Have any secrets : yes
Have a crush : yes
Play an instrument : my vocal chords
Remember your first love : yes
Still love him/her : no
Believe in miracles : yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever : yes
Like the taste of alcohol : not until the 5th drink
Believe in magic : yes
Believe in God : yes
Have any piercings : no
Have any tattoos : no
Hate yourself : atleast twice a day
Care about looks : yes, to a point
Trust others easily : no
Like sarcasm : live for it
Sing in the shower : yes
Take walks in the rain : any time i can
Have any scars : physically and mentally

 

[~Bliss~]

I want : inner peace
I have : insanity
I wish : upon a star...
I crave : sex
I regret : nothing
I hate : malcolm in the middle
I miss : a close "friend"
I fear : insanity
I see : channel 7 swimmers (hot yeh!)
I hear : too much but not enough
I wonder : what tomorrow will bring
I search : not far enough
I know : too much
When was the last time you...
Smiled : in last few hours
Laughed : same as above
Cried : day after Two Tribes (about 10 days ago)
Bought something : I spent $500 today *hides*
Danced : today in my room! heh
Were Sarcastic : me sarcastic?! pfft
Last book you read : The Birdman by Mo Hayden
Last movie you saw : Delirious on Optus
Last movie you saw on the big screen: no idea, never really go
Last number you called: none of your business
Last show you watched on TV: The Footy Show
Last song you heard: Dr Dre - Chronic 2000 album
Last thing you had to drink: Water
Last time you showered: This morning
Last thing you ate: Dove chocolate
Do You...
Smoke : a little
Do drugs : sometimes
Have sex : yes
Sleep with stuffed animals : no
Have any secrets : yes
Have a crush : maybe
Play an instrument : no
Remember your first love : yes.
Still love him/her : no
Believe in miracles : nope
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : dunno.. id hope so
Like the taste of alcohol : yeah
Believe in magic : yep
Believe in God : no
Have any piercings : yes, navel and ears
Have any tattoos : yep
Hate yourself : no
Care about looks : sometimes
Trust others easily : no
Like sarcasm : sometimes
Sing in the shower : no
Take walks in the rain : stuff that
Have any scars : yep
wow is it finished?! HI mom

 

[des]

I want : an ae86 boro hachi 4age.
I have : feet.
I wish : I would stop getting stoned.
I crave : food.
I Regret: getting stoned.
I fear : fear leads to anger,
I hate : anger leads to hate
I miss : the 80s.
I see : flashing lights.
I hear : EZ rollers Tough at the top.
I wonder : a lot.
I search : For fish.
I know : how to drive.
When was the last time you...
Smiled : just then
Laughed : before
Cried : probably a couple of months.
Bought something : yesterday,fuel.
Danced : yesterday
Were Sarcastic :not long ago
Last book you read : The workshop manual for my car
Last movie you saw : Return of the Jedi
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Lord of the Rings
Last number you called: i hate phones
Last show you watched on TV: The Simpsons
Last song you heard: Why cant this be love? - Van Halen
Last thing you had to drink: Grapefruit juice
Last time you showered: when i got up
Last thing you ate: jatz....
Do You...
Smoke : yers
Do drugs : yers
Have sex : yers
Sleep with stuffed animals : mainly pillows
Have any secrets : none interesting
Have a crush : always
Play an instrument : no
Remember your first love : err none as of yet
Still love him/her : who?
Believe in miracles : if it happens it happens, but i guess you could call it a miracle.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever : if you want to.
Like the taste of alcohol : nope
Believe in magic : somewhat
Believe in God : no thanks
Have any piercings : yeah
Have any tattoos : nope
Hate yourself : what for.
Care about looks : it depends.. on what they're like
Trust others easily : yeah, i think so
Like sarcasm : its goooood
Sing in the shower : no
Take walks in the rain : be it so
Have any scars : yes
[ 21 March 2002: Message edited by: des ]

 

[*bubble-fish*]

I want : a beer.
I have : no beer .
I wish : i remembered to buy some beer.
I crave : der, beer!
I Regret: very little.
I fear : socks that don't match
I hate : annoying questions...
I miss :sleep!
I see : my doggie
I hear : van helen from next door! (ggrrr)
I wonder :around random places in my head
I search : for beer still
I know : im happy
When was the last time you...
Smiled : 5 secs ago
Laughed : about 10 minutes ago
Cried : that was quite a while
Bought something : today, clothes...(huzzah!)
Danced : in the shower this morning
Were Sarcastic :recently
Last book you read : Toy Soliders - Stephen Thompson
Last movie you saw : uuuummm...im not sure
Last movie you saw on the big screen: cant remember
Last number you called: a girl from uni
Last show you watched on TV: eeeerrrr...some show on the ABC
Last song you heard: Altered State - Pitch Black
Last thing you had to drink: OJ
Last time you showered: 6 years ago!! no? ok, this morning
Last thing you ate: bread
Do You...
Smoke : nope
Do drugs : only alkamahol
Have sex : depends...
Sleep with stuffed animals : when they let me
Have any secrets : some
Have a crush : nah
Play an instrument : i can use a whistle!
Remember your first love : kinda
Still love him/her : nope
Believe in miracles : i belief in people
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever : yes
Like the taste of alcohol : some
Believe in magic : nope
Believe in God : i wish i did
Have any piercings : just my ears
Have any tattoos : nope
Hate yourself : when ur like me, its not possible :D
Care about looks : sort of ish
Trust others easily : depends on the person
Like sarcasm : maybe
Sing in the shower : i sing when i can
Take walks in the rain : of course
Have any scars : yeshums
you happy now shadow?
[ 21 March 2002: Message edited by: *bubble-fish* ]
[ 21 March 2002: Message edited by: *bubble-fish* ]

 

[Andromeda]

You all ready to experience my current state of mind? well here goes!
I want : atomica to be open at this hour. (3:30am)
I have : a craving for earl grey tea.
I wish : i could have a cup.
I crave : a nice long massage.
I regret : not going to macquarie to do my astrophysics degree 5 years ago which i had spent my entire highschool years looking forward to because i was stuck in a very psychologically mentally physically and emotionally trapping relationship with the worlds BIGGEST certified 100% fuckhead (pity he had such nice parents) and therefore have become scarred for life from it...*cries* I am So Fucking STUPID!
I hate : plaza chicks. (hey katie! lets go to sportsgirl! {hear a group of tarts giggling} *shudder*)
I miss : having time to myself
I fear : lonlieness
I see : PILLFREAK
I hear : rain
I wonder : if it will be raining at the doof tonight
I search : for my keys, EVERY MORNING!
I know : they are in the couch somewhere, like where i supposedly left them when i came home from work!
When was the last time you...
Smiled : about 15 minutes ago
Laughed : yesterday
Cried : 2 minutes ago
Bought something : last week, a book on C++
Danced : on the way to work (yesterday).
Were Sarcastic : who me? never!
Last book you read : Lord Prestimion
Last movie you saw : Fright night (eeeeeew, how cheesy!).
Last movie you saw on the big screen: My dog skip, one saturday in the southbank piazza cos its such a cute movie!
Last number you called: googenmunchen's home number
Last show you watched on TV: something crap on 10
Last song you heard: Merope - Pleideans.
Last thing you had to drink: Tea.
Last time you showered: yesterday.
Last thing you ate: scrambled eggs, i wish i hadnt.
Do You...
Smoke : not after what ive seen.
Do drugs : Only when i want to.
Have sex : not really.
Sleep with stuffed animals : mars and aster, my two stuffed toy puppies.
Have any secrets : yes, and they are all contained in this microchip which you must take to the border, there you will find a man who answers only to the name BORIS, when you find BORIS, follow him to my secret hideout. Once there you will find...
Have a crush : no *sigh* i havent had a crush or liked anyone or met anyone worthy of my liking in over 2 years...fuck im picky, fuck its depressing!
Play an instrument : guitar, and in a few months, someone elses dex.
Remember your first love : vaguely
Still love him/her : yes, in a different way.
Believe in miracles : depends what you class as a miracle.
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever : yes.
Like the taste of alcohol : only gin and tonics.
Believe in magic : im not too sure about the answer to that...
Believe in God : No, there is only the Omni-Multi-Hyperverse and all it encompases, we are our own gods, Therefore we are just a machine that the universe we live in uses to think about itself, which in turn is the thoughts of another machine in another universe which is thinking about itself... Its all just one big feedback loop!
Have any piercings : yup. ears and eyebrow
Have any tattoos : no.
Hate yourself : My My this is such a depressing question... at the moment YES, and id like to curl up in a corner and cry. i'll probably feel better tommorow tho
Care about looks : depends who/what/where im looking at, why im looking at it, how im looking at it and what im using to look at it.
Trust others easily : nope, no siree.
Like sarcasm : all the time.
Sing in the shower : yes.
Take walks in the rain : no, i rollerblade in it instead! much more fun!
Have any scars : yes, and another one coming in about a months time from this stupid TB vaccination!
have you ever read about a more pathetic state of mind than the one im in now? *sigh* *hides in corner* fuck im stressed!
Andromeda

 

[polar_beaR]

i want : to go snowboarding.
i have : too much homework to do.
i wish : to remain anonymous.
i crave : independence.
i regret : more than i should.
i hate : capital letters.
i miss : public transportation.
i fear : group mentality.
i see : the mountains.
i hear : the wind.
i wonder : if its warm outside.
i search : for me.
i know : this much is true...
when was the last time you...
smiled : last night.
laughed : last night (im pretty sure).
cried : a few days ago.
bought something : i bought some stickers yesterday...
danced : when i saw kosheen live...
were sarcastic : i am never sarcastic.
last book you read : almost done with midnight's children (!!!)
last movie you saw : human traffic
last movie you saw on the big screen: amelie
last number you called: x7020 to say 'yo! what up?' to my homies...
last show you watched on tv: i dont watch tv.
last song you heard: napolean by ani difranco.
last thing you had to drink: what? drink? where? i want some!
last time you showered: errrmmm...a couple days ago...
last thing you ate: an orange!
do you...
smoke : smoke what?
do drugs : of course not.
have sex : is that an offer?
sleep with stuffed animals : yes...at least you know who's cooking breakfast in the morning...
have any secrets : if i told you i would have to kill you.
have a crush : sounds painful.
play an instrument : only in my head.
remember your first love : yes.
still love him/her : i wish i could.
believe in miracles : no.
believe its possible to remain faithful forever : under idyllic circumstances yes...in reality no.
like the taste of alcohol : only if i cant taste it.
believe in magic : yes.
believe in god : no.
have any piercings : yes.
have any tattoos : yes.
hate yourself : no...but i hate the values of a commercial society that i find in myself.
care about looks : grrl..if ya got it flaunt it.
trust others easily : not anymore.
like sarcasm : absolutely not.
sing in the shower : ha!
take walks in the rain : yes! and i jump in puddles too.
have any scars : visible ones? yes...i was a pretty clumsy kid. nonvisible ones? yes...i am a pretty clumsy individual.
[ 30 March 2002: Message edited by: polar_beaR ]
[ 30 March 2002: Message edited by: polar_beaR ]