its all gone.......

[TecknoticDream]

as i'm gazing out my window,
at the crysatl stars,
i'm thinking of the past,
memories that seem so far back in time,
times when i was happy,
momnets i felt love,
the loss of a dear friend,
the pain of heart break,
memories that shall never leave me,
thoghts of my dreams,
my hope for my future,
times when i had goals,
but its all gone,
i have nothing to hope for,
no more dreams,
no more future,
im lost in a huge world
i am just another nameless face in the crowd
trying to find out who i am seems like a watse of time,
it has all vanished,
never to be thought of again,
i am no one,
life seems meaning less,
how can i know if someone is right for me
if i dont even know who i am?
im lost
never to be found
lost

 

[5FACES]

I used to have feelings extremely similar to this! Try to appreciate all the little and wonderful things life has to offer you! Hang in there. Life will get better! Excellent words by the way!!

 

[harraser]

that described sooo well how I feel a lot of the time,sometimes it just doesnt seem worth it does it.....but it gets better,just spend time with your freinds and stop looking for love,let it find you,you never find something when youre looking for it, it always comes when youve given up hope of ever finding it. but your freinds will always pull you through if you let them,freinds are the best asset anyone has during hard times

 

[E-girl]

finding yourself is not something you do overnight. its something that happens with time. but its not something you should lose faith in. that old saying holds true that you have to love yourself first in order to be loved. you have to like who you are, even if you're not sure who that is.
i sat down one day and defined myself (and its one of my old posts i believe). when i was done, i went back and read what i wrote. THIS IS ME. do i think i'm somewhat strange, pathetic, boring, uninteresting, and naive? yes, but i learned that i'm a lot more than that too.
all those memories aren't gone either. they are there for you to have forever, if you want them. memories are soooo precious. and whether you believe it or not, there will be many more to come. if you're lucky, they will be happy ones.
life is only what you make of it.

 

[harraser]

I dont think you ever should define yourself.to define yourself is to limit yourself to fitting within a description,just be. of course you know yourself,you are the sum of your experiences and noone but you knows those experiences.just dont go looking for a point, cause youll never find one. just be and be happy being youself.to define yourself only takes one word: "ME"