Ohhh self control, where art thou? Fuck, i dont think i have ever even met my self control! lol.. A good friend of mine has recently started to sell smoke, a good thing, but my lungs are screaming at me to take a small break! but, thats where the self control would be handy to actually have and to use. its sweet of him that he has told me he wont ever see me go without, but it hurts lol..
The past few weeks i have been to theirs quite a bit and to another friends..for like, 2 years due to my over all shyness i would never go over often and felt really akward to intrude, even though both had told me a number of times before recently to stop in for a cuppa or smoke, glad now to have done so as the previously mentioned friend/dealer is really the first person in this area of Wales we have moved to, who i have really got along with and can nicely chill at his and his gfs place, since moving from the States i have had the issue of not having stoner friends on this side of the pond really..few others i know around me arent into much of anything in that way, and my partner likes his Buprenophine tabs, and amphetamine base powder, but can go years without touching either without much of an issue which i find....wrong... and quite disturbing in ways lol.. but in the area we live in here, most people around us as neighbors smoke and various other things.. but its just..different. like pills here, opiates.. OCs or hydros, people have no clue.. a friend of mine years ago now, called me up saying that his girl worked as a nuse and had somehow managed to get away with half a bottle of OCs.. she sent them through the post, it was a beautiful sight and when i can upload pics here we even took photos LOL.. over 200 OCs 40 and 80s.. they had no idea what they were, or what to do with them as they ate a few didnt get anything.. so i relieved them of the problem quite happily! and morphine patches months before the OCs..another friends girl was given the original gel patches, but couldnt take them as they made her ill.. and just now i have been offered 8 boxes. 100 pills per box, of good proper methadone. the point i am trying to make is that they had no clue what they could have gone for had they tried to actually move them.. and like hell was i selling any lol..given to friends to party with me, hell yeah.. but thats just diffferent.. but on the streets here it seems no one would have bought them at any price, as they just dont get their pharmas. Hell i had to actually explain to a group of 14 year olds here that cough syrup for kids when a bottle is drank gets you off your face.. they didnt believe me..tried it and were astounded lol.
Just strange, its kind of somehow knowledge i just have always known of..when i was 14..nothing could keep me from dipping into my fathers bottle of percocet a lot of the time..beautiful days indeed lol
Anyhow, i am off for bed after one more spliff.. its late here so please excuse any sentences trailing off into nowhere and typos in this lol...hope everyone had a kick ass weekend!
xx Tess Lynn
The past few weeks i have been to theirs quite a bit and to another friends..for like, 2 years due to my over all shyness i would never go over often and felt really akward to intrude, even though both had told me a number of times before recently to stop in for a cuppa or smoke, glad now to have done so as the previously mentioned friend/dealer is really the first person in this area of Wales we have moved to, who i have really got along with and can nicely chill at his and his gfs place, since moving from the States i have had the issue of not having stoner friends on this side of the pond really..few others i know around me arent into much of anything in that way, and my partner likes his Buprenophine tabs, and amphetamine base powder, but can go years without touching either without much of an issue which i find....wrong... and quite disturbing in ways lol.. but in the area we live in here, most people around us as neighbors smoke and various other things.. but its just..different. like pills here, opiates.. OCs or hydros, people have no clue.. a friend of mine years ago now, called me up saying that his girl worked as a nuse and had somehow managed to get away with half a bottle of OCs.. she sent them through the post, it was a beautiful sight and when i can upload pics here we even took photos LOL.. over 200 OCs 40 and 80s.. they had no idea what they were, or what to do with them as they ate a few didnt get anything.. so i relieved them of the problem quite happily! and morphine patches months before the OCs..another friends girl was given the original gel patches, but couldnt take them as they made her ill.. and just now i have been offered 8 boxes. 100 pills per box, of good proper methadone. the point i am trying to make is that they had no clue what they could have gone for had they tried to actually move them.. and like hell was i selling any lol..given to friends to party with me, hell yeah.. but thats just diffferent.. but on the streets here it seems no one would have bought them at any price, as they just dont get their pharmas. Hell i had to actually explain to a group of 14 year olds here that cough syrup for kids when a bottle is drank gets you off your face.. they didnt believe me..tried it and were astounded lol.
Just strange, its kind of somehow knowledge i just have always known of..when i was 14..nothing could keep me from dipping into my fathers bottle of percocet a lot of the time..beautiful days indeed lol
Anyhow, i am off for bed after one more spliff.. its late here so please excuse any sentences trailing off into nowhere and typos in this lol...hope everyone had a kick ass weekend!
xx Tess Lynn