frankie fresh
Greenlighter
hi bl's
got fed up with my alcohol consumption, money flies am not aware before i check my online banking the next day, feel hangover like hell, regret lots of shait (pardon my french)
i wanna quit the alcohol, i know its hard cause it so socially accepted, i used to 'abuse' benzo with alcohol (not anymore)... u guys think it would be wise to get on benzo for a while to get accustomed to the new 'life' then slowly downgrade those too ? or am i getting into more trouble ?
i am very familiar with benzo and got ready availability to alprazolam and diazepam...
my point is - if i TOTALLY refrain from alcohol and help myself with a mild benzo cure ( 1-2mg alpra and 5mg diazepam in the course of one day) u think that will help ? or am i getting from one trouble to another ? i feel i can control benzo better than alcohol (bought 3 bottles of gin in 3 different bars the other night (!?!?!?!?)..... better stay with benzo and take it easy for a while then do a taper ?
oh my the way am bi-polar II (high hypomania state), so that really increase the tendency to drugs like alcohol and benzo... dunno, i rather go out sober on a mild benzo buzz than getting wasted and feel like shait the following day.... only trouble is - alcohol is so socially accepted (thats a bitch) so it might be hard to say no to my buddies when we go out..... i also work in the hotel business so thats not a plus either when it comes to alcohol
guys appreciate your kind feedback am tired of this, money flies, luckily am a peaceful guy so i dont get into any trouble when wasted on alcohol
cheers everyone hope on some response
ciao
FF
got fed up with my alcohol consumption, money flies am not aware before i check my online banking the next day, feel hangover like hell, regret lots of shait (pardon my french)
i wanna quit the alcohol, i know its hard cause it so socially accepted, i used to 'abuse' benzo with alcohol (not anymore)... u guys think it would be wise to get on benzo for a while to get accustomed to the new 'life' then slowly downgrade those too ? or am i getting into more trouble ?
i am very familiar with benzo and got ready availability to alprazolam and diazepam...
my point is - if i TOTALLY refrain from alcohol and help myself with a mild benzo cure ( 1-2mg alpra and 5mg diazepam in the course of one day) u think that will help ? or am i getting from one trouble to another ? i feel i can control benzo better than alcohol (bought 3 bottles of gin in 3 different bars the other night (!?!?!?!?)..... better stay with benzo and take it easy for a while then do a taper ?
oh my the way am bi-polar II (high hypomania state), so that really increase the tendency to drugs like alcohol and benzo... dunno, i rather go out sober on a mild benzo buzz than getting wasted and feel like shait the following day.... only trouble is - alcohol is so socially accepted (thats a bitch) so it might be hard to say no to my buddies when we go out..... i also work in the hotel business so thats not a plus either when it comes to alcohol
guys appreciate your kind feedback am tired of this, money flies, luckily am a peaceful guy so i dont get into any trouble when wasted on alcohol
cheers everyone hope on some response
ciao
FF
